"It makes me forget, just for a moment."
The rain is all the matters.
That, and the lightning could kill us any second, he says.
He says, I like not being in control of things.
The same idea as drinking. Taking drugs, anti-depressants.
"Cause, it's my only escape."
And, in five words, he has managed to sum up how I've felt about him. How I've felt about him, Ryan Ross, for almost five years.