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I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion is in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
(But you didn't understand)
Go fix yourself


I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Ehkä mul sit on se oma maailma.

En usko et haluut ees tietää
kaikkee
kaikesta huolimmatta siit
kertominen on vaikeet.
avata solmut nousta maasta
jälleen pystyyn.
ja ehkä jonain päivänä mä
vielä siihen pystyn.
en tänään, haluisin vaan
unohtaa täksi illaksi.

Ja maailma kääntää kasvonsa pois.

tarvitsen sinua kuin kuolema tappajaa ja kuin unelmat haaveitaan
mutta sulle riitti sinuutesi unelmat joita et koskaan saa
tarvitsen sinua kuin rakkaus tunteita kuin ikuisuus aikaa
mutta sulle riitti kylmyytesi lämpö jota et koskaan saa

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Rakastan sua, ja mä mietin että mikä meni vikaan,
sitten tajuan että minä kukas muukaan,
aiheutin sulle taas paljon surua,
ilman tarkoitusta, ilman mitään aikomusta,

niin kutsutusta, elämäst ei oo mitään jäljellä,
sä veit sen kokonaan täysin tietämättä,
mä haluun sut vierelleni viettää ikuisuuden,
ja ikuisuuden jälkeen vielä toisen samanlaisen,

muistatsä ku me silloin tavattiin,
me naurettiin, ja uusi ajanlasku keksittiin,
mä haluan palata siihen hetkeen takaisin,
et voisin tehdä kaiken tyhmyyden toisin.

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ja edelleen fiilikset on välil ihan nollassa
silloin tekis mieli huutaa, että antakaa mun olla
siit vielä masentuu kun huomaa ettei kukaan ymmärrä
tuntuu ettei kukaan edes yritä
joo mä tiedän etten oo syytön itsekään
ehkä pitäisi tutkiskella vähän itseään
ja löytää sen, mikä musta puuttuu.

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sanoit et tuut muistaa mut ikuisesti,tähän päivään saakka toivon
et se lupaus kesti
muistelen yhteisii hetkii, pilke silmäs, mun ainoo toive et sä olisit
nyt täs.

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mis paratiisi onkaan pidän paikkaa sulle siellä

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On vartti elämäst menny, eikä taakka kevenny
Uskon vaa auliist, et eiköhän asiat viel selveenny
Eihän se niin sit menny, vaa vielki yksin
Oon puhaltanu sielun keuhkoistani, siks omal tielni yskin
Mut ylös alas matka jatkuu, puren huulta yhtee, koska tää paska sattuu
Kipu sossu satkuu, kasa kossu vatkuu, rahat loppuu
ei tarvi varmaa possu lappuu
Halusin unohtaa eilise, hautautuu suruu
Sorrun taas peili ees, voisinpa turvautuu suhu
Mutku, tietkö, katokku, mul ei oo ketää
Mun tiet on kadonnu, enkä tiiä tarkallee mis mennää
Tarvin sut nostaa mun pään taas pinnalle.

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Syvissä vesissä unelmat kuolevat.

on niin helppo sanoa että välittää.

et sitä lupausta osaa kuitenkaan pitää.

tyhjät sanat ei saa enää ees hymyilemään.

olisit sanonut suoraan että ei kiinnosta,

mutta päätitki leikkiä mun tunteilla.

ja mä hölmö uskoin kaiken,

olin liian sinisilmäinen.

opin ettei saa luottaa ollenkaan,

mun lähelle ei pääse enää kukaan.

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didnÂ’t realize it at the time
I canÂ’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I donÂ’t really expect you to either
ItÂ’s just... I donÂ’t even know
Just listenÂ…

YouÂ’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
IÂ’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasnÂ’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but itÂ’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didnÂ’t want to get hurt
But I didnÂ’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didnÂ’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldnÂ’t have hurt me like I ainÂ’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I donÂ’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
YouÂ’re number one, always in my heart
And now I canÂ’t believe that our love is torn apart


I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as youÂ’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I canÂ’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, IÂ’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now IÂ’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind


I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, butÂ…
No matter what, youÂ’ll always be in my heart
YouÂ’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I canÂ’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know IÂ’m still there
I donÂ’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didnÂ’t think you would ever do me like this
I didnÂ’t think youÂ’d wanna see me depressed
I thought youÂ’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now IÂ’m nothing to you, youÂ’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and IÂ’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like IÂ’m dying


I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, weÂ’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

Oltii merin kans leiril (: ihani lapsossi.

In my nightmares, there I'm not happy. Then I wake up and I notice that it's reality.

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think IÂ’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
IÂ’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I canÂ’t pretend that
IÂ’m alright
And you canÂ’t change me


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
IÂ’m sorry
I canÂ’t be Perfect
Now itÂ’s just too late
And we canÂ’t go back
IÂ’m sorry
I canÂ’t be Perfect


I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you donÂ’t
Care anymore


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
IÂ’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I canÂ’t stand another fight
And nothingÂ’ alright


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
IÂ’m sorry
I canÂ’t be Perfect
Now itÂ’s just too late
And we canÂ’t go back
IÂ’m sorry
I canÂ’t be Perfect


NothingÂ’s gonna change
The things that you said
NothingÂ’s gonna make this
Right again
Please donÂ’t turn your back
I canÂ’t believe itÂ’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you donÂ’t understand


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
IÂ’m sorry
I canÂ’t be Perfect
Now itÂ’s just too late
And we canÂ’t go back
IÂ’m sorry
I canÂ’t be Perfect


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
IÂ’m sorry
I canÂ’t be Perfect
Now itÂ’s just too late
And we canÂ’t go back
IÂ’m sorry
I canÂ’t be Perfect