It's been a year daddy. I really, really miss you. Mommy says your safe now, in a beautiful place called heaven. We had your favorite dinner tonite, I ate it all up, even though I don't like carrots. I learned how to swim this summer, I can even open my eyes, while I'm under water. Can't you see me? I started kindergarten this year. I carry a picture of us, in my Blue's Clues lunchbox. You are the greatest daddy. I can swing on the swing by myself. Even though I miss you pushing me. Can't you see me? I miss how you used to tickle me. Tickle my belly. My belly hurts. I try not to cry. Mommy says it's okay. I know you don't like it when I cry. You never wanted me to be sad, I try Daddy but it hurts. Is it true you're not coming home? Maybe someday, I can visit you in heaven, okay? It's time for me to go bed now. I sleep with the light on, just in case you come home. And kiss me good night. I love you so much. I miss you Daddy.