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How does it feel to know that, I can stand up on my on own two feets without you?
How does it feel, when you know, he got more than you ever will?
Are you happy, are you sad, are you mad, are you angry?
Tell me please, 'cuz I need to know.
You can say what ever you want, it don't really matter.
'Cause you were the one who didn't want to fight.
And if you regret, I expect that you can speak up.

So spit it out, how does it feel?
Don't ask me how does it feel, I don't know yet,
I'm still learning this strange thing,
that this someone else can still make me smile.

(c) booberry

C'moon babe, just close your eyes
I'm sorry to tell you,
it won't be safe when you're awake.
I'd love to watch this.

Now you gotta learn,
how it feels to be alone.
Alone in the dark, where your demons use to hide.
You have to fall and let it all go.
You gotta face your fears,
darling please,
don't be ashamed of your tears.
I know you're scared and I do love it.

Don't put the lights on after this,
you don't wanna see their faces.
Don't hide again, just fight back, like everyone else.
Now you can't be saved, and yeah, I know,
You'd love to end this.

Now you're gonna learn,
how it felt to when I was alone.
Alone, in the dark, where my demons use to hide.
I had to fall and climb back to the top.
I had to face my fears,
and I was too ashamed of my tears.
Then I noticed, I wasn't breathing anymore.
And you loved it. Didn't you?

Hey darling, don't you cry.
Won't you take her with you.
It won't be safe, if she's alone here.

Now that you're gone,
I can do whatever I want to.
I'll see you again if you come back,
but I hope you know, she's not here.
Six feet under and we have another happy ending.

You can stop the pain,
by knowing what you want.

So the only way, I'm gonna survive,
I'm gonna keep my eyes open,
keep my lights on and listen to my heart.

(c) booberry

What if I asked you to let me go,
so I could finally find something I've been lookin' for so long.
I need to learn so much more now,
there's so much to see.

Don't trust, but don't be mean.
Don't love, but don't deny your feelings.
We want peace, so we start a war.
We want to help the others, but we won't do anything.

Just an ordinary human behavior.
And after all, it's still the same old sick world.
So let me ask something about the pain you're goin' trough,
was it worth it all?
A little romance, with all those dreams,
and in the end all you got is tears.

So now that I know this,
I wanna know more about this sick world.
How can we cure this,
if everyone and everything seems to be so wicked ?


(c) booberry

You make me feel so alive,
You make me smile, with every word you say.
I guess you're the best damn thing in my life.

Now that I got you in my life, I'm not letting you slip away.
You're the cutest thing I've ever seen.
Take my hand again, let's fight every battle together.

And I love you more then life itself.
I'll do anything to make you smile,
baby, I never wanna see you cry.

And now I know, you're the best damn thing in my life !

Jennille.

(c) booberry

ReOnionii: mut vittu oikeesti kelaa "joulupukki".... saatanan vanha mies joka rakastaa pikkulapsia
Pejkkis: :D
ReOnionii: tyhjentää vähä lahjoja säkeistään
Pejkkis: ja jol on irstas ääni!
ReOnionii: "ho, ho, ho.. onkos täällä kilttejä lapsia!?"
Pejkkis: aivan
ReOnionii: englannis toi ho' on viel huora ni.. nojoo
ReOnionii: vittu
Pejkkis: NIIMP :D :D :D
ReOnionii: sit joulun
ReOnionii:"joulukinkku"
ReOnionii:hmmm
Pejkkis: SALEE JOKU PEDARI :F
ReOnionii: älä
ReOnionii:"istu pukin polvelle"
Pejkkis: :E
ReOnionii: vhittu
Pejkkis: mä pelkäsin pienen joulupukkii
ReOnionii: NO IHA SYYSTÄKI
Pejkkis: menin hakee lahjan ja vedin aina litsarin samal ku kiljasin ku se pukki koski mun kätee
Pejkkis: kelaa sit se pukki viel lupaa täyttää kilttien lasten toiveet?
ReOnionii: ja tuhmat lapset saa risuja
ReOnionii: vittuu piiskaa
ReOnionii: siitähän pukki pitäis
ReOnionii: pylly paljaaks vaa ja menoks
ReOnionii: hyi saatana mikä irstailija
Pejkkis: NO ÄLÄ !
ReOnionii: pikkulapset viel venaa sitä
Pejkkis: ne venaa et pukki tulee !

I hope you remember, it was you,
who decided to let go.
I hope you know you were the one hurting,
you were the one who wanted to leave this behind.
So why are you jealous now?

I almost know what I want, so you're mixed up signs don't really help me.
I always want what I can't have, I know, but this time I'm really confused.

I want you back,
I want him to be mine,
And I want to be alone.
I want all of these but still I don't want anything.

The pain is killing me again,
mentally I feel like I've been crashed by a truck.
I miss you, but i want you out of my life.
All or nothing, you know?

So please just walk away if you're not here to stay.
Walk away, if you're not here to help me survive.
I hope you know, I don't regret the things I've said or haven't said to you.
And I'm not sorry 'cuz I got hurt.

I'm sorry that you never really got to know me,
I'm sorry that you can't know what you lost.
You say you're rising from ashes, but hey, you're not the only one.

Once again, I've put myself to one piece.
I'm stronger than ever.
Goodbye my love,
now that I know something that you'll never find out,
everyday feels so much easier.

(c) booberry

The famous pain is coming,
the thing that gives everyone theyr inspiration.
Why is it so hard to write about the good things and happiness?
Why everytime when I write about something positive,
it'll sound so hypocrite?

I guess it's not possible to really be honest about the good things,
when I'm using all my energy to find the worst things you can even imagine.
Fear and anger seems to be the same thing,
but we just express them differently to get more possibilitys.
Not everybody wants to be scared, 'cuz they think it'll make you weak.
Not everybody wants to be angry, 'cuz it really doesn't make you stronger.

My sadness is drowning me again, just because I wanted it.
I wanted that I could write again,
So now I got myself filled with my fears and anger.
Once again I'm in a fight with me and myself.
Once again I'm in a fight with the world, and I promise, I'll win this one.
Believe it or not, someday I'll learn write something when I'm not scared, sad or angry.
And if you didn't know, I planned it.

I'll never let anyone under my skin again,
'cuz if I did, I'd only get hurt, I've seen this all so many times.

(c) booberry

There's no point for me to say anything,
'cause i already know that you've made your decision.
You've made the choice to walk your own path, and i'm not in it.
You didn't let me come to your life.

I don't blame you,
but did you know that you made it quite obvious to me,
before you even told me about it.
And I don't mean to lie to anyone,
it still does hurt like hell,
but I have to keep moving on or else I'll be cryin' here forever.

It's your life and you're gonna live it like you want to.
So I don't want you to stay, unless you really want to.
But please remember, I never lied, I just never told you how much
it hurts to be a part from you.

And when you told me that it's over,
I got numb from the pain.
But if you ever read this,
I really do hope you're happier.

I'll miss you very much.
It's time to let you go.

(c) booberry

I feel like you're messin' with my head again,
even though I got no proofs,
but I think you don't know what you want.

Could you just once be a man, and tell me straight,
do you want me to go or do you want me to stay?
From time and time again, you're giving mixed up signs.

Are you happy now that you got me confused ?

Just tell me was it real what we had ?
Do you regret that you didn't get to know me better,
'cause if you would've done that,
things could be differently.

This all just feels so unreal, a little time a go,
I was having the time of my life
but now my life is fallin' apart
and I don't even know how long I'll be here watching the great destruction.

(c) booberry

Don't worry, I'll be fine.
You wasn't the first one to hurt me.
But I promise, you were the last.

I hate myself, for trusting.
I don't like myself, 'cause I tried to stand up for you.
I'm ashamed 'cause I really thought you could make me complete.

I thank my friends for tellin' me,
that I'm gonna get hurt,
but next time you do,
please do it before I can feel it.

Trusting is overrated,
I think I'm going back,
to the way I used to be.

I'm not cold, I'm just gonna ignore my feelings,
So it's getting easy, I'll just ignore them,
Like I ignore you.

I hope the world gives you, what you were looking for.
I always knew, that I can't make you happy.
Thanks for letting me know that this world doesn't really change.

(c) booberry