Ashtrays overflowing
Pools of spilled wine
Breakfasting on coffee
And five cigarettes
This is how I choose to
While away my time
I can feel it crawling
Slowly across my skin
With insect legs so thin
Fearless now
The sky has fallen so many times before
No need to ask me how I feel now
Just use your eyes
No need to ask me if you're welcome
Do I look like I would push you away?
Who I am today
Is the price I've paid
For what I used to want
More than anything
Choices that I've made
Sometimes made me hate
Everything in me
It's a cesspool inside
The sewer of lost hopes