I've been searching for the inspiration,
I lost along the way.
And you said before I left,
"Don't you drink yourself to death."
Well my darling, I'm afraid I can't keep that promise,
Or even try my best.
And I've got this great ability,
To ruin everything that's good for me,
And I swear I won't be satisfied,
Till everything goes wrong.
And I know soon there will be a day,
When these glazed eyes will fade away,
Cause the truth is I'm not okay.