Enemy, familiar friend
My beginning and my end
Broken truth, whispering lies
And it hurts again
What I fear and what I try
Words I say and what I hide
All the pain, I want it to end
But I want it again
And it finds me
The fight inside is coarsing through my veins
And it's raging
The fight inside is breaking me again
It's still the same, pursuing pain
Isn't worth the lie I've gained
We both know how it will end
But I do it again