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SO MANY THINGS STILL NEVER YET MAYBE ONE DAY

And if there were no rewards to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may.

Gonna wait it out.

Ulkona on talvi. Lunta ja pakkasta ja tähtitaivas. Helsingissä. Uskomatonta. Upeaa. <3

...hopefully some day though.

talvikuu

Heräsin tänään aikaisin, juoksin Helsingin korkeimmalle kohdalle tsekkaamaan auringonnousun, juoksin takaisin, kävin suihkussa ja lähdin kuudeksi duuniin.

Ihan parasta.

"Nyt olen taipuvainen ajattelemaan että koko elämä on harmiton arvoitus, jonka oma hulluutemme muuttaa pelottavaksi koska yritämme selittää sitä sillä, mitä kuvittelemme totuudeksi."

- Umberto Eco, "Foucaultin (sic) heiluri", 14. luku

Clarity, focus, purpose, direction, resolution.

Underneath her skin and jewelry,
hidden in her words and eyes
is a wall that's cold and ugly
and she's scared as hell.
Trembling at the thought of feeling.
Wide awake and keeping distance.
Nothing seems to penetrate her.
She's scared as hell.

I am frightened too.

Wide awake and keeping distance from my soul.
I am scared like you.

I want to be the question mark, not the exclamation point.

I'm never going to be one of the ones with all the answers. Smug bastards.

But what good are answers anyway when all the questions are dead?