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I, a loner on the road,
walking to nowhere.

I, a sad one in the dark
never finding her long lost love,
for eternity looking for nothing.

I'm a looser.

No where else, the dreams I make
are keeping me here.

Dying, no more reasons I need to find.

So goodbye now,
I become the one and only
God of my world of dark.

Name me lonely,
name me lonely,
don't tell me there's hope for the ones like me.

Name me lonely,
name me lonely,
don't tell me what I really am.

Just kill me and let me go,
don't dare to take pity on me!

I, another loner on this road,
I, another loner in the dark.

Just another looserÂ…

Over here so far away
I can see my whole life through day by day
In your arms dying free,
looking the eyes I see.

The sunsets,
moonlight,
neverending stormy nights.

I see you,
I die for you.
I will be free for you.

Look at me, can you see?
I'm right here where I want to be.
Somewhere too far away
I will miss you more day by day.

The hurting blame,
the dying flame,
right here our love will end.

Can I see you?
Can I love you?
I will be free for youÂ…

I cry again,
reading the pretty words
all over again.

They are like an epitaph
saying: Rest in peace.
You don't need me anymore

I will shut the door behind,
lay my back against the wall.
Falling down on the floor,
crying out loud, calling your name.

Is here all I can get?

Broken heart,
another fragile smile.

Words fading through the tears,
and dying wishes in my ears.

In sadness we find our humanity

It is the pain
that reminds what's truly precious.

If you want everything,
you'll end up with nothing.

So many things are left undone,
now I can lay down at my tomb.

This is all I can get:
my heart will die and forget.
Words fading through my ears,
and dying wishes dry with my tears.

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When there is sadness,
only loneliness reigns.
When there is loneliness,
there's no happiness.

I'm all alone,
and I can hardly bear it.
I just want to die here,
so I could not feel alone anymore.

When there are selfish dreams,
only bitterness remains.
When there is bitterness,
love can't win.

See? I'm the one at fault.
I should suffer, and I do,
but when will it stop,
I wonder, when I will end it?

Hate is the power to end it all.
It will destroy everything.
I don't want to hate,
I only want to love.

I can't, it's only an illusion,
an illusion which loneliness creates.
In the end we all die alone,
but we die beloved.

Was it all woth to try?
How could I know if it was all right?

The world will change -
so they say.
We just have to find our way.

Burning land, fading sky,
screaming for Gods to help their way.

Every night, every day
will pass away leaving all behind.

Were we all out of our minds?
When did we cross the borderline?

We will pray for this world,
all people around won't say a word.

Burning land, fading sky,
screaming for Gods to help them up.

Every night, every day
will pass them away leaving it all behind.

Was it all worth to try?

Burning Hell, falling Heaven,
they will wait for those who will sacrifice.

Every second, every moment
will pass us away leaving us to suffer all the pain

Do I remember
the happiest moments
of my life.
Do I ever get them back
so I can smile again?

I don't remember
the real smile I had before.
I don't remember
any happy memory.

I only live in sadness,
bearing the unstandable
pain of loneliness.

I have so many dreams,
that won't come true anyway.
I just keep hoping in vain
of happiness to my life.

I search year after a year
one happy memory to last
the next 12 months
that lie ahead once again.

But I have found nothing!

Only loneliness, only sadness,
I can't live in happiness.

I was the one for you, my love.
I was the shining star to guide you.
But you threw me away,
like God separated night from day.

What did I do wrong?

You let me come to you,
searching a shelter from
cold pouring rain.

You let me hold you
for many endless nights.
Now it's all over again,
a new one waits to be lured in your web.

I was told later you lost someone
more important than life.
You let your heart turn to stone,
never letting it decide.

And you believed it will never be the same again.

I was the one for you my love,
I was the one to cure your heart.
Don't you believe? Don't you believe?
It was me to your light your day.
I was relieve, I was relieve,
I was the star to guide your way.

Leave it all behind!
Please, let me be your light!
Let me see your sunny smile!

Just let it all go away!
Turn the night into day!
Let me love you more than she did!

I was the one for you my love,
I was the shining star to guide you.
You threw me away, left me like night before day,
It was all in vainÂ…

A sad world
watching its ending to come.
Rivers of blood and pain
taking dead to their home.

So far away salvation lies.
Dying swans still fly in the sky.
And God turns his back
to people screaming His help.

No one will rise a hand
to save this world,
All happyness disappeared
and they will not understand.

So much for Mother Earth,
we hungered too much.
So we have to die
to feed the lands
of our becoming graveyards.

Broken love
still breathing for us.
Trying to make us to see
that there is nothing to fear.

Dreams die,
never coming back.
Take my hand,
join with swans in the skyÂ…

And no one will rise a hand,
no one will see this beautiful world.
All will perish tonight.
We have to stop the fights!

I made you cry again,
crawl in pain and in everything.

I just wanted to be on my own,
all alone without love and care.

I just gave you a slap on cheek,
say that you're lying and it's cheap.
I said I hate you, but
I really, really love youÂ…

You were cruýing out loud:
"please don't ever leave me"
I turned my back on you,
laughed like devil under under you.

Keeping a promise I made to myself,
never ever loving anyone else.

Forgive me my past mistakes,
it was okay, or so you say.

Saying it wasn't my fault at all,
smile, that's all. I'm all OK.

Seeing all the bad things I made,
keeping the empty promise I made.
Will we ever be able to keep up
in this war of love?

Maybe it was me who said:
"please don't ever leave me"

You were right, and I was wrong.
So please, let's end this war of hearts.

Maybe there's is a place our love can liveÂ…

Don't promise, just do it,
don't whisper, just shout it,
only then I know you love me.

Don't hold them back, cry the tears,
don't ask me to stay, I'd leave anyway.
Only the break of my heart
is your joy, your love.

Have you ever felt
the burning loneliness of the sun?
Felt the sad longing for the moon's
handsome sad pale face?

Sun shines from morning to night,
moon walks his dark road at night.
Never meeting each other -
two different worlds to live together.

I'm the sun, you're the moon,
I dream of you,
you won't even notice me.
So I will be alone
untill the day I perish.

I'm the sun, you're the moon,
too different to live together,
too sad to love one another.
We are like a night and a day.

Have you ever seen the saddest sunset
When the moon is coming out?
Red light mixed into the darkest blue,
the stars - like tears - saying goodbye.

Crying for you -
Must I be a night for you?