IRC-Galleria

Have you looked at the mirror lately? does it reflect the person you wanted to be? Does the alcohol numb the pain of being you or are you still ingnoring the truth?
Dont blame me for your mistakes I wasnt the one who couldnt let the past be the past.

If you need someone to hate you better look at the fucking mirror!

And dont you dare to say that you cared coz that is a fucking lie

How could you look at me in the eyes and fucking smile when you knew that everything you said was just another lie

...and with that smile you will die... now drown in this hate.

Yes it feels bad and yes I know it makes you sad, but I cant hurt you more than I have to I hope that you know that this was never my choice just cant be what you need me to be...

One day in heaven is worth two in hell and I´ve been in hell for so long that I want to taste heaven once more... One hour could feel like forever still years pass like seconds and the dust we left behind cant gather memories , memories we take for granted ´till we cant remember no more...

Forever, it feels like forever. This same situation seems to repeat itself!

Oh god what have I done? Why do I always wake up from these beds made from rusty nails?
Every morning more disgusting than the other, why cant the evenings succes follow me through the night? Why beaty fades with hours of sleep?
Good morning monster. How can I get away from this without sour faces?

Every time I open my eyes the reality strikes in... Fairytale over....Cinderella of my dreams now just a distant fantasy, something very different laying next to me.
Did I mistakenly say that I loved you just so I could get off with you, sorry darling but I´m taken, gay or something, anything just let me go!!!

I would like to say that it´s not you it´s me but I would be lying just look at you, fuck how drunk was I? I hope that you enjoyed it coz it will never happen again!!!

Mornings like these make me wish that I would have died in my sleep, some people never learn!!!

ARE WE GETTING DRUNK TONIGHT OR WHAT!!!

Of love and lies these street´s hold thousands of stories to tell, some of them buried and forgotten but we can see the remonissions in the eyes of the beholders. Grief so deep that it has already crawled to nest in their hearts. How can we save the one´s that we love from this endless sorrow

My city screams with no voice, these streets will bury us all, broken dreams that they hold, will we ever be whole again.

My heart bleeds black the same black that is in the corner of your eyes, I´ve seen the darkness and now all I can see is sadness, the fear of losing in the eyes of lovers and the newborn trying to get hold on something just to feel warm, how can we save the one´s we love from this endless sorrow.

My city screams with no voice, these streets will bury us all, broken dreams that they hold, will we ever be whole again.

We bled our hearts dry, in pursuit to fullfill our dreams now trying to forget that our dreams ever even existed.

How can we save the one´s we love if we cant even save ourselves, demons from the corners of our minds consuming dream´s die when innosense is sacrificed

Virgin waters flow red, blunt force trauma in your head. Sweet memories, how could I forget the first time I saw you cry in agony, my brightest moment as the king of sodomy. I can only try to relive that feeling and the cold chills that ran down my spine as you finally gave yourself to me, give yourself to me... Cuffed ankles and broken nails, the ducktape across your fucking face, tears run down from your eyes oh god pretty sight, body filled with bloodred lines as she helplessly stared at the skies. Virgin waters flow red as your body falls lifeless in the bed. Your touch makes me sick everytime you come near to me I just want to rip out your heart, to destroy everything you love, is there any real emotions inside, anything real behind that fake smile? I want to show you how it´s like to feel by stripping you from everyhing you have. That´s not a fucking bleeding, I show you a Fucking bleeding BITCH!!!!

Throw away the wasted days and stay with me ´till the morning comes.
clouds gather around us as the wind starts to change and the heaven knows how to pretend the feelings we felt.

I allways knew how this was going to end but still I tried and never really got it.

Words you softly whispered in to my ear still echoe in my head like a constant reminder that I was weak and cold to touch.

Happy...you said you were happy if that was true then why am I the one with the scars?

Tell me why the rain only falls on me? what is so fucking special in you that I had to tear my heart in two?
Tell me why there´s no light if I am not standing by your side?
Tell me why it allways rains when the thoughts of you penetrate into my mind?

Why your smile seems so hollow everytime you come around?

after all of this it feels like I lost you long ago, but how should I´ve known when you never said a thing, now the memories start change as I try to reason everything.

Building my walls so I can keep the little I have left inside but every touch and every kind word hammers down the efforts that I´ve made.

The longiness that burns inside poisoning every thought screams endlessly

Tell me why I am the one with scars
Tell me why the rain only falls on me
Tell me why there´s no light if you are not around