IRC-Galleria

omg... i'm so at peace at the moment. this is rare for me. i have this fear of not having a plan... i hate it when i dont know what i'm doing long term. its why i freaked out when i first went back to australia.
anyway.
i am going to go back to Australia, and once there i will go back to work and study, once i have finish my degree i shall come back here again. i much happier now. you all know i will come back. i should be 21 when i come home agian. thats not so bad is it... my corse i am gonna do takes 24 months, or i can cut it short and it would be 9 month. i dont really wanna leave, but i dont have a choice really. i dont wanna go... i feel heart breakingly guilty to leave. i know i think i hurt people but fucking around with this, but i never wanted to hurt people, but i have to go, but i will be back. but think of it this way.... i have 3 months of plain pure fun! and over 1000e to enjoy! we can have some real fun with that n_n
i love you guys, some more then others
but yep. is my plan now days
that or marry some one XD