IRC-Galleria

i found this meme... i thought it was intresting.

True Colours.

show me your true colours. everyone tries to hide them so let them out baby!

whats your name?-
Taryn

do you know what your name means?- Celtic for high mountain

do you think its true to you?-
yeah, i like to think i'm strong an unmoveable, but at the same time, i'm not always

what do you like in a person?-
loyalty and laughter

why?-
well... i guess.. i dont like the idea of being betrayed in anyway. i have had so many peopel betray me in the past that its hard to know who i can trust with my feelings so, yeah. and if some one cant laugh at soemhting, then they are not human and not worth knowing because they tend to angst about everything and i find peoples emotions catchy, if they are depressed so am i, if they are happy, and so am i, so.. i need happy people to be happy.

what do you like in the gender you like?-
Love and honesty

why?-
because... whats he point in being with some one if they dont love you! your feelings just bundle up until you exsplode in an emotioal car crash. i cant stand people lying to me, it hurts me like nothing i know.

what really pisses you off?-
Being lied to

why?-
because, it means they dont respect me, or think i'm strong enough to handle the true. they think they are protecting me or them selves, but its so much worse when i find out becaue then i hate you so passionatly for keeping it from me!

is there somehting pissing you off now?-
yes..

what happened?-
just... boys. their so stupid! i dont wnat to say any more.

Is there something you really want?-
yeah 2 things

can you have it?-
no and maybe

How come?-
becuase... its ot mine to take. Never will be. and i dont know about the second one because Finland is makig it so hard and stressfull

what do you fear the most?-
that people will leave me or forget me, or... that i cant be loved

Is that so... is there a reason?-
every one leaves me sooner or later... or .. i dont kow.. i have always had to play second best to everything, i have never been the best or that great at anything. i'm not the best friend, people leave me because i cant help them or becaue i cant understand their feelings in comparisen to mine. i hate being ignored.. its as good a being forgotten. when i'm ignored for seconds i fret... i hate to think what it would be like to be completely forgotten. Every relationship i have ever had ens in tears... its alwqays because of somehting i have done.. oh but one case when he ran off with a boy! i cant keep a relationship together... i'm so needy and jelouas

Right now... what i on your mind?-
how am i going to get out of this mess...visa wise! i really wnat my visa i dont wanna go back.. oh i hope i get this job its my last chance!!

Who hurts you the most?-
people i love, who.... dont think. like my father. he makes me feel so bad about who i am its not funny. like some of my friends, who dont think about what they say to me or do.

Who makes you feel the best?-
when some one shows me how they feel. saying it can be a lie.. actions speak louder then words. when a friend is there for me, when some one shows they love me, when i know your there... i feel on top of the world

what kind trait in you is the worst?-
I'm too competitive and jelouas

Why are they bad?-
because. i cant stand losing. in any form! i get so competitive about things that i will hurt myself and others to win. weather it be a sport, a video game, to the door, eating, walking, getting some ones attention before some one else. if i dont win i take it so personaliy! And i hate it when some one has soemhting i want, or along those lines, i grow so bitter its not funny.

Whats your best?-
I'm passionate and commited

why are they your best?-
Because... when i set about do somehting, i do it. when i say i will, i will! If some one needs my help and i agree, i'll fix what ever it is that needs fixing. If i want somehting bad enough, i'll work until my bones break to get it. Nothing stands in my way, if it does i know it down. And what ever i do, or what ever i commit to, i'm passionate about, i put my heart and soul into it. however if i dont have any motivation... it'll never happen. i need MOTIVATION BABY!

What do you want to change about yourself if anything?-
the.. the way i look. i know i'm not ugly. but when i look at others i think.. why do i have to have such big hips... why cant i have bigger boobs. why is my belly so jelly! also... i.. want to change how i feel... i wish i didnt feel sometimes.

Can you?-
nope :D

Who or what is going to save you when it all falls apart?-
my prince charming

Who or what is going to make it all fall apart?-
The wicked King