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i do love the song Halo, by Beyoncé. its an ever inspiring song of beauty and love
and i think i'm now very desprate to get a hold of her new CD! but i shall have to wait till i return to autrslia where i can use my money that i have in my australian bank, but i dont think i will be able to spend too much money as i will be saving frantically like usual to get back to finland... its kinda apart of my being now... i just tend to miss everything no matter where i am.. hmmm.. maybe thats just my fate, that i have to be missing somehting all the time...
hmmm
i have been doing alot of thinking as of late... not the bets thing for me, becaus ei over think things and i'm paranoid normaly with out thinking hard about it.
i'm really greatful i have such good best firends... they save me from myself and remind me ii'm human i guess. i'm pretty stone you know... there is not much in my world that can hurt me mentally, i dont get upset easily and all. but the things that can hurt me... i cling onto them so that i can keep them safe, so that they cant jump out of the box and hurt me.
i have thrashed over the song Halo so much today... and then i decided to change the song and found somehting i like almost as much. its still by Beyoncé, on the same CD i would think. but i like this song so much. its so good to just sit and listen to and gather my thoughts.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYoR75iLLug&NR=1

i have a confession. i have always liked Beyoncé, like alot... and for a long time i liked her more then rihanna... i maybe still ish kinda do maybe not could be possibley.. however..
yep
i have one plan when i get off the plane... make a bee line for the FruCHOCS!!!!!! i miss them D: so bad and timtams!!!!
all things i have to send some people for christmas XP

you know what... i believe in True love and Soulmates, i'm not ashamed of that.
i always thought that your true love was your soulmate... but recent events and thing i have see have made me believe other wise. i think, i'm one of those people who doesnt have a true love. I hate and dont trust people too much any more to have and even if i find them i wouldnt let them in. But... i think i have a soul mate. you dont have to be romantic with your soul mate, or you can i think mostly. but that does not define a soulmate! a soul mate is some one your just meant to BE with. the other half of you, some one you spend all your life looking for so your complete. i was also such a incomplete person, but... i feel... complete.. when i'm infinland, and thats why i'm so desprate to be here i think.