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i DEMAND that i be taken to a MUSE rock festable one day!
Supermassive black hole is a fucking wicked song dam i can NOT get enough of it
today we're gonna have Dylans 16th birthday party.. its gonna... be HUGGGE!
like dam huge
i think half the town is cumin
anyway.
my hair is still brown.. i'm starting to not like it any more i miss being blonde.... i just have to wait for it to fade out so i can make it blonde again and that might take till une D:
oh well... it was nice for a change i guess.
Ha... i'm still fighing with the butcher and Dianne.. now apparently... i'm a slut and lazy.... ok.. u guys know me better then well.. ANYONE! cough- yeah i can be lazy sometimes... i'll give that... but not like what they say... and slut.. ah yeahhh..... i might be wrong tell me if i am, but um... i think me and capi might be the worlds most SEX-less people in the world... just a thought. and on my half.. its by choice.
ahh... why dont bad things happen to bad people... like... them getting hit by a car.. that would be so.. so nice... yeahhh
hmmmm
so yeah like i managed to lose weight also... le'shock... i'm no longer 80kgs! i'm now 77kgs... thata progress i guess... hopefully D:
lets hope i'm back to my normal 65kgs by the time i get home... i have doubts though.
hmmmmm... i have bene misisng mert and mira alot lately... not talking to them... blah, they never have nything that intresting to tell me and most of the time i get bored by the end of it caise we talk like "yes" "how u?" "good" "hmmm" "what u doing" 'nothing" "hmmm ok"... "hmm what u doing now".... GAHHHHHHH OMG!
but i miss... in differnt way i decided this morning while laying in bed.
its more... i miss the way you smell. i miss the way my heart beats that little bit faster when i see your face. i miss the way i feel suffercated in bed when one of u rolls over and traps me against the wall and i nearly freak out because i cant move.
i miss being able to hold your hand and cuddle into you... like no one else is there and no one else matters.
i miss.... my ass being slapped till there are marks.. strangly
i miss... bitching and telling you everything that on my mind all the time. hahah i miss bitching about one or the other to the other when u piss me thr fuck off.
i miss the way being with you felt so natural... like breathing.
Mira... she was like air.. i cant live with out her, i breath her so naturally
Mert... he is like a drug.. i would hurt people and do unthinkable things to get to him.
neither one i could ever live with out.

hmmm... although.. this is good this time because.. i dont miss so painfully that my herat shatters and i'm inpain all the time... this time.. its more of a dull ache... better thn last time when it wasa constant burning stabbing pain.
yeah
well
thats all i gotta say
moikka!