IRC-Galleria

hmmmm still nothing huge to report, life seems to be going along kinda boringly and slowly. as u know, my town was like.. knee deep in water as we had a flash flood... and then.. after all the water went away... we had another one. we dont see rain in like.. 10000000 years and then we get a whole years worth in two days... go figure.
so yep. nothing that intresting, i did go to my familes party thing. my oldest cousin Danielle turned 25 and my uncel turned 50.. so we had a double party for them. i have never seeeeen so much food in all my life! nor have i eaten so much... in all my life.. i didnt really hang out with too many people just kinda sat and watched for most of it until people started to hand my jelly alcohol and other nasty crap.. after i was drunk i would playing sing star against my fave cousin jamie.. i killed him every time, in fact i spent the rest of the night with him after that.
i went swimming... for like the first time this year.. looked at myself in thr mirror at my marshmellow body and though.. ehkk. yuck, so put some shorts on and a sun top... it belonged to my aunt because i was still at their house the next day after the party, because there was still so much food!.. sadly.. the sun top, although pright pink/purple.. turned out to be see through and the water was cold... i could have poked out an eye.... so when ever i was out of the water, i had to cover my boobs with my hands or scar my brothers to death...
i still havent found a job.. it makes me sick to think about goingt o work for my old boss again, lets hope it does not come to that now shall we DX
i need to have... hmmmm.... 3000$ roughly before... soon! ok i think i have like... 4 months to get it, but still! need moneies!!!!

i have started to draw again.. alot... i just did... i think one of the most detailed pictures i have ever created, based on the song Poker face by Lady Gaga. only just after i had finished talking it with mery.. i find out.. my little brothers are like... inlove with lady gaga... and so i have been hearing that same song for 3 days straight now... so the pic.. ah my pride and joy at the momnet.
i cant wait for christmas... i know i'll probally get fatter on christmas, but fuck it i dont care! i can always lost it before i come home agian now cant i, and its not like I am trying to attract any one so there!
ahh... i miss you guys.
i have had falling outs with lorinda and my other friends live so far far far away...
you guys were not.. psychos!.. ish... but u guys were fun insane.. here.. its just annoying insane.
i miss shopping too...
hmmmm... i feel like ben a jerrys! i have bene CRAVING cheese cake brownies all week!!! yum.. icecream!
i would love to see and hear you guys again, but i have to wait until i have a job before i can call anyone, i could just never afford to call with out a job.. bastards... living so far apart.
i'm dying for Mira to come here... when i think about it.... i nearly pee myself X////D

i think i'm inlove!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7o0hIBksAVU

my town... is like... flooded.. it just rained and rained and rained... and now, some people are trapped in some parts of town. i'm at my fathers house, and the only way to get here is in a 4x4 car.
its kinda cool... we havent see rain in like months, even cooler, my town hasnt flooded in 10 years, the last time this happened i was like 8-9 years old!

TEN ARE YOUS:
1. are you single?
yes
2. are you happy?
ish
3. are you bored?
not really
4. are you Italian?
no
5. are you pregnant?
no
6. are you Irish?
no
7. are you nice ?
i try
8. are you Asian?
nope
9. are you sober?
very
10. are you cold?
depends

TEN FACTS:
1. full name:
Taryn Renee Baker
2. nicknames:
T, Taru, Tazz (depends on what country i'm in)
3. birthplace:
Port Augusta, SA, Australia
4. haircolour:
Blonde
5. natural hair:
Dirty dark Blonde
6. birthday:
4 April
7. mood:
content
8. favourite colour:
yellow
9. one place to visit:
USA one day...
10. where are you going to be in an hour?:
comatose in front of the TV

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LIFE:
1. have you ever been in love?:
yes
2. do you believe in love at first sight?:
no
3. have you ever been hurt emotionally?:
yes
4. have you ever broken someones heart?:
yes
5. have you ever had your heart broken?:
Yes
6. have you ever liked someone and never told them?:
Yeah
7. are you afraid of commitment?:
it depends, it takes me along time to convince myself that its safe.
8. who was the last person you hugged?
Mum
9. who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
Mira
10. who was the last person who made you cry?
my self and my thoughts

FIVE FRIENDS YOU COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT (no specific order)
Mert
Mira
Minja
C.jay
Tiia & Capi (( come on they might as well be one person!))

TEN THIS OR THAT:
1. love or lust? l
ove
2. hard liquor or beer?
hard liquor
3. cats or dogs?
dogs
4. a few best friends or many regular friends?
a few best friends
5. television or internet?
Internet
6. wild night out or romantic night in?
both are good..
7. money or happiness?
happiness
8. day or night?
Night
9. IM or phone? IM
10. hamburgers or fries?
fries!

TEN HAVE YOU EVER:
1. been caught sneaking?
yes..
2. have you have gone skinny dipping?
yes
3. done something you regret?
yes
4. bungee jumped?
hell no
5. lied to someone you like?
yes
6. finished an entire jaw breaker?
yes
7. slept in the same bed with someone from the opposite gender?
yes
8. cried because you lost a pet?
yes, more then i ever have for a person
9. wanted to disappear?
yes
10. Intentionally Hurt Yourself?
no..emotionally maybe

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER:
1. smile or eyes?
Smile
2. light or dark hair?
Dark
3. hugs or kisses?
kisses
4. shorter or taller?
Taller
5. intelligence or attraction?
i'm gonna have to say attraction because i don't think i would be attracted to someone who isn't intelligent but intelligence does not nessecarily mean i'll be attracted
6. romantic or spontaneous?
romantic
7. funny or serious?
funny...but sometimes serious.when its called for
8. skinny or fat?
i like muscly...like built. if youre too lanky or skinny i dont feel protected
9. outgoing or quiet?
outgoing.
10. sweet or badass?
sweet

TEN HAVE YOUS:
1. ever performed in front of a large group?
yes
2. ever been pregnant?
haha no
4. ever kissed the same gender?
yes
5. ever been on a cheer leading team?
no
6. ever been on a dance team?
nope
7. ever been on a sports team?
yep
8. ever been in a drama/play production?
yeah
9. ever owned a hummer, BMW or escalade?
No
10. ever been in a rap video?
gosh..who hasnt.

TEN LASTS:
1. last phone call you made?
C.jay
2. last person you kissed?
mert
3. last person you hung out with?
OMG... my mum D:
4. last time you worked?
ehhh... August
5. last person you tackled?
Dylan
6. last person you IM'd?
Lorinda
7. last person you texted?
Mert
8. last person / thing you miss?
ah its a toss up between Mert and Mira
9. last person you fought with?
Mum
10. last time you cried?
oh lets think... um... Monday the 1st
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well... that killed some time. its so so so fucking hot here... i .. am dying

i tanned a smile onto my leg... lol... idiot XP

ah i hate this place its such a hell hole. i have not been home a week, and already i have been spat on, and had some girls attack me with shaving foam. when they spat on me that first time i was in shock, this time i was yelling and screaming at them, because i think they may have been the same girls. but the thing is, i have no idea who they are! today there was a drunk walking down my street with no shirt yelling abuse at every one. i have heard from a friend that she was bashed by some young black girls while i was gone. one of my friends has failed school 3 times now as well. and well.. this place is so bad. there are old horrible drunks everywhere and the sad thing is they all seem to be black australians, and when i am in the city center and a group is coming towards you, if you dont get out of their way, they could bash you. i'm suddenly scared to go out side of my home, i really do not want to leave my house, i'm actually scared, but i have to, because i live my life in the center, just like oulu... just a much smaller center. i cant wait for the weekened when we go to the beach, i'm just going to fish and tan. but then again we may not be able to fish because there are 3 large great white sharks here where i live now.. some the size of cars, both width and height! thats huge!!!!!!
AH, lorinda keeps giving me the guilt trip about finland... its horrible. i was talking to mert on the internet and the whole time i was talking to himj she was bitching in my ear about i dont care about my australian friends and blah blah blah and on and on and when i finialy stopped talking to mert only because she was being horrible and driving me mad, well after that she was angry at me all day anyway. she asked me oh.. are you hungry "hmmm not really.. i ate a cake before" oh... mumble mumble mumble... i'm hungry "well lets get something to eat" no not if u wont eat "well i can get something to eat "no, grumble grumble grumble.
ahhh i offered her to get food, she said no and the she bitched the whole time about it!
i need to start storting out the au pair thing with Riitta. i think i shall start looking into it next week and start writting up a reasonable contract. i just need some data from Riitta to do so.

anyway...
i need the following people maling address so i can send you something.
-Mira
-Mert
-Minja
-Minna
-Tiia & Cappi

soo.. give me the address u want me to send to. just send it privet if u like.
if i dont get an adress
u dont get something <3<3<3<3 ;D

gahhhh!
omg
ok...
1. saw tayla the other day and she was talking shit about me from across the road to her firends andeven had the balls and smile and glare at me
2. shopping with dylan today, brought new flip flops and shoes. and was having ever so happy time, when.. pardon me... SOME BLACK BITCH! SPAT ON ME. i didnt even know who she was. she just walked past and spat on me!
3. i got sent a hate message from an unknow phone today of a guy with hos own dick up his ass...
lovely.

its so hot here... 30+ i'm about to die.
i might be getting a job at a mens clothes store... its not what i would call cool clothes... more like...dude i'm a surfer... or... my father D8

anyway...
hate hate hate this place
miss miss miss you guys so much.
let me know whats happening...

ok yep i'm home!
anyway... 2 seconds i home... my other gets charged by the police... for speeding...
and all other crap and first person i see when i come home... TAYLA... grrrrrr DX<
bitch... glare at ME!
oh i have so much other to say but this computer is pissing me off... so
bye bye babies....
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!