IRC-Galleria

dont even bother about this unless deep down inside like me your a geek.
me and dyaln have revived our love of .. dear i say it Dragonball Z and have bene watching the episodes on youtube.
but we found this dubbed series and now life seems a little more completed XD
http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=lj9IdUR7qaw

ok i realise i havent been on a hell of a lot lately. and i havent really filled any one in on why i have been internet dead now have i. so here goes.
me and my mother had been fighting since i came home from finland. about work, about home, about finland about anything and everything that came up. every one went on holidays off to the south and i had to stay home to look after the animals, this was during new year and a few days after as well. when she came home, i had a huge fight with her over nothing really. i had been on the computer all night and was still on at 7am in the morning because i had been talking to Mira and minja and then had started to read some emails. mum exspolded... and i got pissed off and so.. left... so i went to stay with my grandmother for about a month and a half before we finialy just got over it, neither of my said sorry and i dont think we ever will. in between, i went shopping in whyalla and horse riding with my cousin, i also tanned somehting wicked and i'm now pretty dam brown.. yahoo... opps i mean google.. but anyway XP
so now i'm back at home. i still dont have a job and i'm totally out of money. lucky enough, i am friends with all my old mates again. lorinda rang and said sorry and Colleen has been over my place the last 2 nights, she only went home this afternoon. and i have Charlies 21st birthday soon... like in 2 days XD
i havent started on the visa for the au pair, because i havent received any info from Riitta... on if she still wants me... and i need to know and we need to have a contract made before i apply you see.. so i'm getting a little flustered.
life has been pretty boring, no rel partying... no real action or bithcing.
boring...
i really miss going clubing and having sexy fun people to get drunk with... now.. here is the thing that erks me the most... suddenly every one here has coupled up... le'gasp. just like finland. all my friends are SUPER obsessed with their new lovers and well... from what i see.. i dont think i will find anyone soon. here.. there is just no one that would ever intrest me, i think i might just live a single life with my dog. its .. not like i havent had offeres... but every time i can see something wrong with them and it turns me off so... yeah... normally their either brain dead... or dead ugggly
i turned in on my bordom.. and actually watched a whole serise of DBZ... dont look on me as bad.. its a good anime its like.. legend!!! and i even found some new only just relese movies of it which me and dylan oggled over for about 45mins :D

i need to find soemthing to bring some spark back to my life.
everytime i talk to a fin.. which... hasnt been in a long while now... all i hear is how fucking cool ur lives are and how much action is in them... i'm so jelouas!!! but at the same time so happy for you. but so jelouas!!!

ahhh... oh well

so really my life.. as always.. is full of stress and bordom... i guess.

hmmmm
i dont think i have too much to report... i rather hear more about what happeneing with you guys. i really miss you all... and.. i feel lonely. i have no idea what is happening home in oulu and it bothers me, because its my life back there... its liek not being invited to the prom or something... knowing every one is having a party and ur at home watching the grass grow on ur own... yeah. thats a pretty good analagy...

i might update some photos... i dont really have much of intrest i guess... you would have to go out and do something to find something of intrest... and i live a life like a hermit!

i wish i was there with you guys...alot

i'm stalking them... :D i like em.. its cool! http://vladimirborowicz.deviantart.com/


oh yeah. i'm ok. nothing big to report. nothing that you wouldnt already gather, i still dont have any money, but i'm starting to get back with my old friends finialy. their trying to convince me to stay here in australia.. and i must admit their reasons make alot of sence...
oh well..
i dont know... life is pretty fucked around here now days... i really wish i could talk to my fins, but their never on when i am, and i'm hardly ever on now, and i dont think i could tell u everything that has happened either.
i miss you
so much
i was talking with my friend colleen last night she stayed over. and i was exsplaining that... i. i dont know who i am anymore. i used to... and i should still... but i dont know who i am without you any more, i have this over whelming feeling of incomplete and alone its quiet frightenig for me.. i just hope all the angst go away whne i come back to oulu.
me and colleen had the best fun last night though... tormenting her boyfriend on the phone and then we stayed up till 6am just talking and laughing about old times and having deep and meaningfulls <3
it was nice
i should go, colleens still here and i have to feed the poor thing XP
bye every one. i miss you and love you so much

ok i'm back, me and mum.. we have a kind of agreement and i'm back so dont worry too much. i'll exsplain things better. but right now i am in the company of my oldest and coolest mate Colleen, so i'll chat ya's latter when i'm not busy.
catch ya babes

ok,. so yeah u may have noticed i have not been on line, thats because i had a fight with mum and sort of maybe might have ran away form home and have been living with my grandmother...
nothing really intresting to saym, bar i havent stopped fighting with my mother and havent really been home in 2 weeks so yeah. what ever. oh i sent some letters and cards for u giyts, mira is gonna receive thema nd she can give them to you, u know save money since i'm still out of the fucking job and all that other fucking bull shit.
its still as lonely as fuck here and i think insted of getting sad this time i'm just getting angry at everything and every one. so.. yeah.. i hate my life right now.
i'd tell you guys the intresting stuff i have been doingbut i really dont have the time as i am on a computer at the puplic libary.
bye peeps.

mymsn friend Ethan sent me this song today cause we were talking about like good music and that i was gonna buy tickets to see lady gaga and yeah he sent me this song and its sooooo nice!
http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=e8phK_YIRNs
if it doent work for u fins.. as it normally doenst.. its called David Archuleta - Crush

ok went out partying again, and now were home, but charlies man is like... taken some drug and i think he might be tripped out or od-ing i dont know...

went out last night... got tipsy at most with cahrlie and ebony... i'll upload some pictures i think =D. it was good cause i can talk and hang with people my own age cause no one talks to me in my home town so, its was nice to come to a place where people LIKE me and wanna party with me <3

i love u... i miss u
Happy new year
see u all in 6 months!

this song has been playing in my head for 2 days now, and i finialy find it. i care nothing for the band or anything, but i just love this song. the original is by Alice cooper, but i like this cover better, i can dance to this one, and ahh. i loev this song!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9U77bsDnC4w
this is how i feel about every guy i ever fancy or get a crush on.