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MERRY CHRISTMAS FINLAND
its not christmas here yet but i know it is for you guys. so go have some fun and a happy new year!
i love you all more then life and i can wait to see you all again!!!!

OMg my mother is.. so nasty. i had a shower today, got out started to dry myself and then noticed something on my shoulder... ONLY THE BIGGEST AMOUNT OF DARK HUMAN HAIR ALL OVER MY BACK! mum had decided to brush her hair and then get the hair out of the brush, little did she know.. or did she... it went ALL OVER THE TOWLS!
oh god i was erked!
it was like.. ew-ew-ew-ew!!!


Well to every one i wish a very merry christmas and festive sesson incause i dont see or hear from u before then.
ur so important to me, the reason i keep breathing, i think, if it wasnt for friends like you i would have done something bad to myself because u make it worth going on.
ur my sunshine on a rainny day.
merry christmas

i went to my grandmothers home on the beach and had a blast. we ate.. and ate.. and ate.. no wonder i'm getting fat. and then i drank and drank and drank... and then u know what.. i threw up for 30mins.. yeah... along time.. so.. when u think about it.. i had room for more food.. no then i passed out on the couch so yeah. Still even though that was nasty, i have never thrown up so much and oh so nasty, and my skin, i'm kinda brown now, and i have little freckles everywhere on my face shoulders and arms, their kinda cute i guess.. only... my sin is a little angry and so i have *cough* a few angry spots. BUT I"M STILL PEELING! off one arm, both my knees and now a foot... on my foot... hey in Australia we dont wear that much ok... its too hot to.
hmm yeah i caught this lizard today called a bluetongued lizard. their really agressive and when they bite u its nasty cause they dont let go and they have shap teeth, but i had to catch it because it was where all my little cousins where and the poor thing was so scared, but when i grabbed it it tried to pee on me and bite me, good thing i know how to hold them or i'd be missing a finger, even dylan didnt wanna touch it... pussy!
i think i shall ring some of u for christmas.. but i dont know what time.. or what day, because u guys celebrate christmas a day before us.. so i didnt know.. well what ever, i have until the end of the week to decide... do not exspect a long phone call.. i dont have the money people.... i'm still jobless. .. i'm so desprate, i might take a job at mc'donalds if i have to to come back to u guys <3

like, i woke up this morning rolled over and put my head on my arm and noticed thus..... I'M PEELING! my arm was all white and looked like i had some kind of skin sickness!!!! it was so gross. so i scrubbed it with my lofer and got it all off. turns out last night all the mosquitos got into my room and had a feast on me... and now.. i itch and flake.. haha... oh the sexyness.. ok not as bad as it sounds, but still eww...

well just like i said... i'm so bored with my life here.
all i do is hang with dylan.. still. i have hired this new PS2 game called Odin Sphere... and have become some what addicted to it.
i'm getting really anxious about getting a job i am starting to get more and more desprate in the matter.
i'm lonely mostly... i just sit around... over thinking like i always do... because well... i dont really have anyone here. everytime i see some one.. they go crazy and i feel like.. well.. punching them, and every now and then, not often i have this desire to stab Dylan with the pen i'm drawing with... because.... he so annoying DX
i wanna work i'm so bored. a school the other day asked me to come and give art lessons to some kids... their only like.. 9-10 year olds.. i was so bored i was like.. yeah sure why not... it doent start till next year XP

its getting too hot here too... when i wake in the morning its so hot in my room the reason i wake up is because i can smell pork cooking.... ME! and i sewat and its just impossible to stay there! and at night i have to sleep with no blankets or anything, that or Taryn sleeps in the RAW!

i think too much because this year... coming year i mean.. it decides everything. i have to decide.. finland or Australia,... and really some times i dont know about either... S:
its all .. like being dizzy, u dont know which way is up or down... and u dont know which way to turn.

ben and jerrys.... hmmmmmmmm... i want! so bad.. but they do not sell here.. WTF! D:<

hmmmm still nothing huge to report, life seems to be going along kinda boringly and slowly. as u know, my town was like.. knee deep in water as we had a flash flood... and then.. after all the water went away... we had another one. we dont see rain in like.. 10000000 years and then we get a whole years worth in two days... go figure.
so yep. nothing that intresting, i did go to my familes party thing. my oldest cousin Danielle turned 25 and my uncel turned 50.. so we had a double party for them. i have never seeeeen so much food in all my life! nor have i eaten so much... in all my life.. i didnt really hang out with too many people just kinda sat and watched for most of it until people started to hand my jelly alcohol and other nasty crap.. after i was drunk i would playing sing star against my fave cousin jamie.. i killed him every time, in fact i spent the rest of the night with him after that.
i went swimming... for like the first time this year.. looked at myself in thr mirror at my marshmellow body and though.. ehkk. yuck, so put some shorts on and a sun top... it belonged to my aunt because i was still at their house the next day after the party, because there was still so much food!.. sadly.. the sun top, although pright pink/purple.. turned out to be see through and the water was cold... i could have poked out an eye.... so when ever i was out of the water, i had to cover my boobs with my hands or scar my brothers to death...
i still havent found a job.. it makes me sick to think about goingt o work for my old boss again, lets hope it does not come to that now shall we DX
i need to have... hmmmm.... 3000$ roughly before... soon! ok i think i have like... 4 months to get it, but still! need moneies!!!!

i have started to draw again.. alot... i just did... i think one of the most detailed pictures i have ever created, based on the song Poker face by Lady Gaga. only just after i had finished talking it with mery.. i find out.. my little brothers are like... inlove with lady gaga... and so i have been hearing that same song for 3 days straight now... so the pic.. ah my pride and joy at the momnet.
i cant wait for christmas... i know i'll probally get fatter on christmas, but fuck it i dont care! i can always lost it before i come home agian now cant i, and its not like I am trying to attract any one so there!
ahh... i miss you guys.
i have had falling outs with lorinda and my other friends live so far far far away...
you guys were not.. psychos!.. ish... but u guys were fun insane.. here.. its just annoying insane.
i miss shopping too...
hmmmm... i feel like ben a jerrys! i have bene CRAVING cheese cake brownies all week!!! yum.. icecream!
i would love to see and hear you guys again, but i have to wait until i have a job before i can call anyone, i could just never afford to call with out a job.. bastards... living so far apart.
i'm dying for Mira to come here... when i think about it.... i nearly pee myself X////D

i think i'm inlove!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7o0hIBksAVU

my town... is like... flooded.. it just rained and rained and rained... and now, some people are trapped in some parts of town. i'm at my fathers house, and the only way to get here is in a 4x4 car.
its kinda cool... we havent see rain in like months, even cooler, my town hasnt flooded in 10 years, the last time this happened i was like 8-9 years old!

TEN ARE YOUS:
1. are you single?
yes
2. are you happy?
ish
3. are you bored?
not really
4. are you Italian?
no
5. are you pregnant?
no
6. are you Irish?
no
7. are you nice ?
i try
8. are you Asian?
nope
9. are you sober?
very
10. are you cold?
depends

TEN FACTS:
1. full name:
Taryn Renee Baker
2. nicknames:
T, Taru, Tazz (depends on what country i'm in)
3. birthplace:
Port Augusta, SA, Australia
4. haircolour:
Blonde
5. natural hair:
Dirty dark Blonde
6. birthday:
4 April
7. mood:
content
8. favourite colour:
yellow
9. one place to visit:
USA one day...
10. where are you going to be in an hour?:
comatose in front of the TV

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LIFE:
1. have you ever been in love?:
yes
2. do you believe in love at first sight?:
no
3. have you ever been hurt emotionally?:
yes
4. have you ever broken someones heart?:
yes
5. have you ever had your heart broken?:
Yes
6. have you ever liked someone and never told them?:
Yeah
7. are you afraid of commitment?:
it depends, it takes me along time to convince myself that its safe.
8. who was the last person you hugged?
Mum
9. who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
Mira
10. who was the last person who made you cry?
my self and my thoughts

FIVE FRIENDS YOU COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT (no specific order)
Mert
Mira
Minja
C.jay
Tiia & Capi (( come on they might as well be one person!))

TEN THIS OR THAT:
1. love or lust? l
ove
2. hard liquor or beer?
hard liquor
3. cats or dogs?
dogs
4. a few best friends or many regular friends?
a few best friends
5. television or internet?
Internet
6. wild night out or romantic night in?
both are good..
7. money or happiness?
happiness
8. day or night?
Night
9. IM or phone? IM
10. hamburgers or fries?
fries!

TEN HAVE YOU EVER:
1. been caught sneaking?
yes..
2. have you have gone skinny dipping?
yes
3. done something you regret?
yes
4. bungee jumped?
hell no
5. lied to someone you like?
yes
6. finished an entire jaw breaker?
yes
7. slept in the same bed with someone from the opposite gender?
yes
8. cried because you lost a pet?
yes, more then i ever have for a person
9. wanted to disappear?
yes
10. Intentionally Hurt Yourself?
no..emotionally maybe

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER:
1. smile or eyes?
Smile
2. light or dark hair?
Dark
3. hugs or kisses?
kisses
4. shorter or taller?
Taller
5. intelligence or attraction?
i'm gonna have to say attraction because i don't think i would be attracted to someone who isn't intelligent but intelligence does not nessecarily mean i'll be attracted
6. romantic or spontaneous?
romantic
7. funny or serious?
funny...but sometimes serious.when its called for
8. skinny or fat?
i like muscly...like built. if youre too lanky or skinny i dont feel protected
9. outgoing or quiet?
outgoing.
10. sweet or badass?
sweet

TEN HAVE YOUS:
1. ever performed in front of a large group?
yes
2. ever been pregnant?
haha no
4. ever kissed the same gender?
yes
5. ever been on a cheer leading team?
no
6. ever been on a dance team?
nope
7. ever been on a sports team?
yep
8. ever been in a drama/play production?
yeah
9. ever owned a hummer, BMW or escalade?
No
10. ever been in a rap video?
gosh..who hasnt.

TEN LASTS:
1. last phone call you made?
C.jay
2. last person you kissed?
mert
3. last person you hung out with?
OMG... my mum D:
4. last time you worked?
ehhh... August
5. last person you tackled?
Dylan
6. last person you IM'd?
Lorinda
7. last person you texted?
Mert
8. last person / thing you miss?
ah its a toss up between Mert and Mira
9. last person you fought with?
Mum
10. last time you cried?
oh lets think... um... Monday the 1st
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well... that killed some time. its so so so fucking hot here... i .. am dying

i tanned a smile onto my leg... lol... idiot XP