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ugh, söin liikaa kääretorttua >___>

This is getting really painful.
Mentally.
The chance that you will never be mine
makes me burn inside.
The thought of you with someone else,
turns my stomach upside down.
I get jealous easily,
and the fact that my friend likes you too...

I'm going nuts.

I know I'm going to get hurt.
But there is always a little hope there.
I'm trying to stay positive,
but I know that it's gonna hurt more,
the more I wait and think about it.

And even if we started going out,
I know that I'm horrible in relationships.
The shell is still existing,
and it's starting to get uncomfortable and too small for me.
I want to grow out of it.
But I wont do it alone.
I need you by my side.

...Good god.

Siis asdddddddd kun on ihana ilmaaaa<333

jos vaan vesi ois lämmintä, menisin uimaan nytte~
En voi uimahalliin mennä tän perkeleen punasen letin takii >:
Mutta, yritän löytää hyvän kaverin joka suostuu mun kans meneen katolle ja kameran et saadaan kuvia...

Janitaaaa~~

..nyt se loppu ;__;

NOMNOM kermatoffeejätski<3333333333333333 *chomp*

Kirjoita oma nimesi seuraavasti ja haasta sen jälkeen 5 kaveriasi.

Sormilla: Janika
Silmät kiinni: Janika
Kyynärpäällä: iawqjjikoas
Otsalla: uaq BNIJUKKJMASZ<
Nenällä: janhjika
Leualla: jz nki,k,az
Varpaalla: jsanika
kantapäällä: janniika
Kännykällä: janika
Nyrkilllä: jaNIKA
Oikealla kädellä: janika
Vasemmalla kädelllä: janika
Oikealla kädellä silmät kiinni: janis
Vasemmalla kädellä silmät kiinni: januika

haastan:
Meritursas
Oranki_xD
[kan_on]
Micchan
Douglass

Today I saw you twice,
and both times I stared at you a while.
But right when you turned,
I looked away.
I think you saw my stare,
but ignored it.

It's funny, how I can't move my eyes from you.
And sometimes you watch back for a while.
It warms me, and I hope
that you'll listen the song I sent you
and understand what I'm trying to say.
Becouse there is allways a little part of me
which wants to remove the message,
so hurryup and click the link.

I hope that you wont start to glare at me,
and even try to understand.
And if there is no more feelings there than my own,
we could forget about it all.
I know that I might look like a weirdo,
and my friends are like me too.
But that's not all of me.
You don't know me.
I'm not even sure that you remember my name.
I am so much more than you might think.
I have a sensitive side, and for my missfortune,
I've grown a shell around me,
and it's getting sronger and stonger.
No one has broke through yet,
and it will be a hard task to do.
But when it's done, it's done.
There will be no such thing again.

I know that I'm falling in love with you,
but the thing is
I'm afraid, that by doing that
I'll regret it.

Alot.

But there is a very small chance
that it would be a best thing I've done
in a long time.

vastaa näihin~

1. Kumpaa halaisit mielummin: minua, vai puuta?
2. Missä näistä nukkuisit kanssani mieluiten: sängyssä, sohvalla vai lattialla?
3. Jos nukkuisimme kaksistaan yön, missä nukkuisit: päällä, alla, vieressä vai omassa pedissä?
4. Kumpaa tekisimme yöllä: nukkuisimme, valvoisimme ?
5. Jos minulla olisi kylmä niin saisitko minut lämpiämään? Miten?
6. Kerro paras ulkonäöllinen ja henkinen piirteeni?
7. Mistä pidät minussa?
8. Kuvaile minua kolmella sanalla.
9. Olenko sinun kaveri ?
10. Mitä tekisit jos tapaisisit minut nyt ?
11. Laitatko tämän omaan päiväkirjaasi, että pääsen kostamaan ?

good god, uni puskee päälle >: