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here in istanbul, the weather is nice but hot. i was sitting home all alone during the day and drinking some beer and vodka. the reason is not clear to explain. but you finnish guys just drink right? so we dont need a reason. känni päälle!!! this is the password to have a better life but unforunately i couldnt be wasted today. i dont know why. i drink even when i am hungry so much. but i doesnt affect on me as i expect. i couldnt be drunk today. even though i would like to be so much.

yesterday i was watching the bridge from the balcony. it was so beautiful. there was also full moon on the asian side. well i think i havent explained where i live. i live in istanbul turkkissa. at the last point of europe. i can see the asia and the bridge well. but there is something is missing here. i think it s a person. i believe that some day will come and the one who is missing will come and find me then also the one will rescue me from the situation i am in.

after living with foreign people you gain so many things. you understand that the world which you know is nothing. it is like a piece of sand in the ocean. then you start to look for other sand pieces and try to understand the things which are going on around you. sometimes you feel bad. but you can notice that the solution is so close to you. try to understand people around you cuz when we translate our thoughts into words we lost the meaning even just a little bit. lost in translation. there are many things like this just think and try to understand what the person is talkin to you mean, how the person feels. then you will open the door of another world which is for the people are good enough