IRC-Galleria

are you that embarresed that u didnt react at all
or are you happy that im still there if u want
or are you just playing with my already broken heart
or just not caring at all as im afraid

just tell me something
can u please say something
just speak
tell me something real
something that matters
something i can hold on to
or something that will give me a reason to let go

i know i have too many reasons already
i just feel that i need the last piece to break my heart so that i can hate u
i know u dont want me to hate u
but i wanna hate u
it would make all so easy

so stop ignoring and then back to being available.
why go through all that trouble to make me believe that u r a good man
when it would be so much less selfish to tear me apart.
stop it and talk

please, make me hate you!