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The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

I just woke up from a fuzzy dream
You never would believe those things that I had seen
I looked in the mirror and I saw your face
You looked right through me, you were miles away

All my dreams they fade away
I'll never be the same
If you could see me the way you see yourself
I can't pretend to be someone else

You always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice, we're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me, miles away
I guess we're at our best when we're miles away

So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away

When no one's around then I have you here
I begin to see the picture, it becomes so clear
You always have the biggest heart,
When we're six thousand miles apart

Too much of no sound
Uncomfortable silence can be so loud
Those three words are never enough
When it's long distance love

You always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice, we're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me, miles away
I guess weÂ’re at our best when we're miles away

So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away

I'm alright, don't be sorry, but it's true
When I'm gone you'll realize
That I'm the best thing that happened to you

You always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice, we're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me, miles away
I guess we're at our best when we're miles a-a-away...

You always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice, we're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me, miles away
I guess we're at our best when we're miles away

So far away

en jaksa ajatella ettã on jouluaatto viela

tosi sekavaa

yhtenã pãivãnã haluu vaan himaan, toisena paivana ei haluu lahtee pois
confusing times my friends.

netti on hajalla ainakin seuraavat kaks viikkoo joten, en oo koneel sit. :(

by yourself
alone here
moments standing still

there is no one to see you
when tears are going down on your cheeks
and its so hard to tell why
all of them dont understand

it matters, i doesnt
sometimes you would like to feel needed
otherwise there is no point of trying

you have been down this road
but they dont know how bad it feels

looking around
see no faces

your strentgh is not enough

time goes by
we'll wake up
being different than we used to be
taking steps
trying to get closer
at least trying to stay there where we are

but it is just true
wind blows us apart
why try too hard,
we'll never be the same again

2.4.09
LAX
klo 3.10pm

3.4.09
HELSINKI
klo 18.10

JEE

If you are or have been an Au Pair in the US, then you will find yoursel in that :

You know you are an Au Pair in the US when...

...you always introduce yourself with "hi, my name is (your name), I'm from (country) and I have (amount of children you are taking care of) children!

...everybody is greeting you with a "Hi! How are you?" and you can't respond fast enough. So, say it first!

...the worst thing is when the dad works from home

...you spend all your money at the Mall and you still have nothing to wear

...you hate Dora, Hannah Montana and SpongeBob

...you say "silly" instead of "stupid"

...You go to PLAYDATES

...you've seen more movies in one month than in your whole life at home

...you drive over 30 minutes to a friend's house and you think it's not far

...you only have other Au Pairs as your friends

...you can make bacon

...you say 'like' and 'totally' every three words

...someone ask you stupid questions like "Do you have cars in your country?" or " You don't have Valentine's day??" or "Where is your country?"

...you don't think it's wrong to have cake AND ice cream

...you park as close as possible from the store so that you don't have to walk even one yard, too far

...you cherish moments of silence more than ever before

...you say 'GOOD JOB' a hundred times per day

...you wonder why you slept so bad all night long and you notice the next morning that you slept on a barbie, sandtoys, etc...

...your host parents wake you up at 8.30 on a sunday morning to empty the dishwasher!

...you need to be creative to find new punishments because time-outs don't work anymore ;-)

...you're sure you don't want to have kids within the next 100 years!

...you're ready to drink anytime of the day

...you start to love Disney movies again

...you've learnt what being patient means

...you know what a LCC is

...you know you should never SHAKE A BABY!!!

...you take a nap after dropping the kids at school (even though you woke up only 2 hours ago :-D )

...you have to watch your host parents' dog while they're on vacation to the Carribean

...you are driving to the busstop to pick up your kids, even if it's only 200 meters away from your house!

...the kids call you mom cause you spend too much time with them

...you think $157.95 (or $160 for the luckiests) per week for all the reponsabilities you have is ridiculous

...your host parents leave you a note of the schedule of the day/week with really important stuff to do, like 'sharpen some pencils', 'cut some carrots' or 'organize the daughter's hair accessories'

...one cup of coffee doesn't make you awake anymore, it just makes you alive

...you use Purell instead of washing your hands

...you are the waitress (waiter) when your host parents have people over for dinner

...you miss the good ol' days when you could go to the bakery and get real bread and real butter (not that American shit they call bread...hahaha)

...you don't WALK to the bank, but DRIVE to get your money

...you sing children songs instead of songs from the radio

...you forgot what sleeping on a sunday morning means

i really should delete you
away from my life

we are never saying what we really wanna say
and without that
we wont ever end up being there
where we really wanna go

hohho. luulis että ois jo tähän ikään mennessä löytäny kaikki lihaksensa, mutta ei se vissii ihan nii meekkää. no, eli tänään löysin ihan uusia lihaksia ittestäni. interesting

huomenna sitte silmälääkärille. jos vaikka saisin taas tasa parit omistani. nyt kun ovat niin killillään, että. pitäs varmaa käydä muutenki näkö tarkistuttaa kun ei enää meinaa nähä

ja sitte, jee. 3kk ja 2vko ja 3pvää. ei oo kaukaa