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It must be hard for you to accept,
that I'm building a life for myself
Making mistakes that you cannot cure,
choices you never dreamed I'd make







I think the thing is that I shut off from everything.
From friends and family and my own ambitions.
From having fun.
I just shut off from everything.

Self-defeating? Yeah, probably.

En oo ikinä itkeny keikalla enkä keikan jälkeen. Eilen tapahtui poikkeus ja menin vitun sekasin ku 30STM'n keikka loppu. Olin vaan ihan vitun sekasin. Itkin, nauroin, huusin, kuiskin, yritin puhua puhelimeen ja laittaa rotsia samaan aikaan päälle. Aivan kamalaa, niin mahtavaa.
Keikka, vitun upea. Oh dog, en halua ees kertoa siitä kun se oli niin mahtava. Valot, yleisö, fiilis, paikat, JaredTomoShannon... Setlist.. Akustiset biisit yksin Jaredin vetäminä, en kestä. Right to the feels. Nautin sydämeni pohjasta ja tajusin vasta eilen täysin, kuinka oikeesti mahtava ja sanomallinen bändi 30 Seconds To Mars on. Ja mä rakastuin, ja mä inhoon tätä.

HYVÄÄ SYNTYMÄPÄIVÄÄ, SHANNON. ♥ Vaikka jo eilen sulle laulettiinkin!





















There was truth.
There was consequence against you -
A weak defense, then there's me;
I'm seventeen and looking for a fight.

“I wonder
whoÂ’s arms would I run and fall into
if I were drunk
in a room with everyone
I have ever loved.''

Suffocated by the thin line I walk between
who I am and who I think I should be
Pointed every finger I could still nothing's right to me
I am the enemy







I see it in you no matter how hard it tries to hide;
The war in your heart and fire in your eyes.

OK VAROTAN OON SEKASIN MUT TOI VASEMMANPUOLIMMAINEN JÄTKÄ OLI SKINSSIS SOITTAMAS UKULELEE LARAN IKKUNAN ALLA JA MÄ VITTU TUNNISTIN SEN JA ETSIN SEN NETISTÄ GOOGLAAMALLA UKULELE ORKESTEREITA JA MÄ VITTU TEIN SEN OK??????????+ NYT KUUNTELEN TÄTÄ VITUN TEEN SPIRITTIÄ!!!!!!!!!!

joskus on rankkaa mut mitä vittua sitte

Now I've got something you have to see
They put something inside of me
The smile is red and its eyes are black
I don't think I'll be coming back



Everywhere now reminding me
I am not who I used to be
I'm afraid this has just begun
consequences for what I've done



You were never meant to see
All those things inside of me
Now that you've gone away
I'm just tryin' to find my way



This paranoia turns to fear
This too is whispering in your ear
Pretending but I know you hear
That's how we fucking end up here



Can I ask you something; what did you expect?
So disappointed with what you get
Do you ever want to just get outta here
So disappointed; just disappear



IÂ’ve gotta let go
IÂ’ve gotta get straight
WhyÂ’d you have to make it so hard?
Let me get away
I think I could lose myself in here



Broken, bruised, forgotten, sore
too fucked up to care anymore
Poisoned to my rotten core
Too fucked up to care anymore




It's getting harder to tell the two of you apart
I don't believe you can even remember which one you are
Thrive
Just become
Your disease
Take
What you want
What you deserve
Yes
Yes of course
This is going to hurt

Hold me near
While I'm still here

bet u did














mUA EI KIINNOSTA ENÄÄ KIITOS VITUSTI YRITYKSISTÄSI MUTTA NE EI RIITÄ VAIKKA NE JOSKUS TUNTUKI TOSI KIVALTA