so fuckin great. got my bac in less than 20 days. and im so sick i cant keep myself up. i cant think clearly, i cant consentrate, i can only sleep and even that doesnt make me feel beter. im runnin out of option of wat to do. startin curin myself. hope it works. doctors dno wats wrong just send me to some bloodtests.
its seriously fuckin insane even durin writin this sentence ive forgoten five times wat i was writing bout, try fuckin studyin in that state of mind!
this morning gettin up i fainted FUCKIN GREAT.
im so tired i dont wana go anywhere or do anythin, thats not me. i miss me. this stupid sickness is just takin too much of myself.
i wanna be beter so i can live not just live in a zombiemode...
and depression so not me. thats the most annoyin part. but i guess its part of this...just gettin freakin frustrated!!!!
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