...probably because of all this anxioty I'm experiencing these days. At first I thought I had become allergic to something, but now I'm starting to think my symptoms have something to do with stress. I burst into tears every day at least twice a day and I keep on crying for a really long time - the worst part is I have no reason to cry. I just can't help it.
Maybe living will get easier after the marticulation examination is finished tomorrow. Hope so. I just can't afford to loose it right now. I've got my trainig course for University coming up a week from monday and my job at Linnanmäki starts in the end of April. So I'm going to be quite busy the next few months - untill September 17th.