I'm afraid, IÂ’m so afraid,
being raped again, and again and again
I know I will die alone,
But loved
You live long enough to hear the sounds of guns
Long enough to find yourself screaming every night
Long enough to see your friends betray you
For years have I been strapped unto this altar
Now I only have three minutes and counting
I just wish the tide would catch me first and give
me a death I always longed for