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Hope I didn't die today.
Had to be dealing with guilt
I'm supposedly not supposed to have here
(or at least was not).

Stairs to be walked
wanting to proceed

but I find myself
guilty.

have to cut it open

You feel safe to me,
perhaps that's the mistake.
I should see the danger
and the unexpected.
You are a mystery in reality
and that I ought not to remember,
just discover
again
and again.

New environment -
new paradigm;
tear down the was
do have now!

afraid for having suffocated myself
need to learn to breathe
(again
and again)

forget
not 'cause it's painful
or 'cause I'm afraid
forget
because then
comes discovery.

Don't know
if you can take this,
take me,
but I do love you,
so very much.