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Pray to heaven with a song
As the winds caress me
Send a prayer up to the light
So that it might help me see
Searching through my memories
Memories, my memories for you
For you

I have come this far having lost every hope
Hope of finding you
But I swear no matter what I've had to face
You've never left my heart

There are sweet memories
They live all around us
How can you not believe in our love
My full heart belongs to you
My life your love leads
I've always stood next to you
In your time of need

Embraced by the warmth of your gentle gaze
I've given you my love
I look for you now in my memories
Heart never mending,
Love never ending
Pray to heaven with our song

The tears shed for someone
Flow down my cheek like a river
Don't dismiss it as "Weakness"
Accept it as "tenderness"
You make me even forget to breathe
Only the sun is shining in the sky I found in your eyes
What do you keep searching for?

That day I stared in the mirror and swore
I was definitely seeing you
There were even wings on my back

As you change the world changes
The flame of love delivered in a dream
Passes through a flickering mirage
Light in the sky, water on the earth
And strength in that heart
An angel that struggles towards the future

If my desires could be fulfilled I would probably choose to become the wind
And catch hold of your wings that have thrown away hesitation

Racing heart and feelings of fear
If I can break free of the past that is blended with pain
A rainbow of primary colours will be there

In that particular instant you change the world
The pulsation of love that you carved out
The desire that flares to life with scorching heat
The impossible dream deeper than the ocean
The strength that you pursue
An angel that lights up the darkness

"If I continue to run, I think I may fly..."

As you change the world changes
The flame of love delivered in a dream
Passes through a flickering mirage
Light in the sky, water on the earth
And strength in that heart
An angel that struggles towards the future
Take the shards of passion into your hand

The hill you once walked down was covered with many spots of sunlight.
I´m stand here alone, remembering all the heart warming memories.
You were the one... You were the one...
Who I loved.
My eyes start to water from the wind, and you become a distant figure.
I will remember no matter the changes.
Just this one thing, this one thing, though it's a plain thing.
I will show it to you, this one thing covered in glory.
Forever and ever, I will hold it dear.

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Everytime we meet, my heart puonds.
Every single day, this excitement grows.
My heart is swaying.
I can't resolve it, and it's despressing me.

A life-sized version of me?

I'll gently watch your face from your side.
Holding up my hand. I gazed beyond the sky.
Meeting with you and placing our hearts together.
Seeking kindness, peace and warmth.
I HATE YOU!

The tears that you spilled make stars I gaze up upon faint and blurry.
These unfamiliar, once-transparent feelings only continue to grow.
Our fingertips are bound together by fate and although I can't really explain it.
Whenever you placde your back againts mine.
I stop becoming afraid.

MAKE ME 100% SWEET!

That day we first met still lies within my chest.
I won't go astray, run away or give up.
No matter where you go, I'll be there with you.
Come on, watch this rhythm that rings from the tips of my toes.

I hate you...

The lonely night comes to an end and I realise just how much time has passed.
These unfamiliar feelings that have sprouted in the garden of my heart only continue to grow.
Holding to this prayer that you've given me together a little wish.
I send them now to the starry night sky and bring warmth to this freezing cold.

Let us dance an elegant waltz.
I won't be defeated, retreat or falter.
I've always been shouting within my heart.
Why is it that I keep longing for you?

I love you...

It makes me laugh when I look back, because I'm jealous and selfish.
The first to fall in love is the one who loses as these unfamiliar feelings continue to grow.
Why, oh why is it that I'll break apart if I tell you how I feel?
You and I are of a different kind and the one who cries last will be me...

Promise that we'll stay for the sunset, and when the moon shines through the darkness.
We can find the path that lead us home, and on the way, you'll...
maybe... Sing me a song.
Promise that you will always be there, hold my hand if ever I'm real scared.
Help me stand up tall if I fall down, make me laugh away on my bluest days.
How could you promise you always be there?
Why´d you have to go away somewhere?
Every morning into every night. Do you Watch over me like the sun in the sky.
Am I alone standing in your light...
I wish that I could... maybe... sing you a song... tonight...
You promised me we´d stay for the sunset

Rakkaus on hyvin haavoittuvaista. Vaikka se satuttaa, se on silti maailman ihanin asia, jonka jokaisen täytyy kokea.

Joskus jätkä on todellinen kusipää. Hän ei huomioi tarpeeksi ja ei osaa olla rehellinen ja eikä todellakaan oma itsensä. Mut hei! Samaa koskee myös tyttöjä. Jätkä ja tyttö ovat samanlaisia. Siksi pitää olla vahva ja uskoa rakkauteen.

Vaik´jätkä jättää tai tyttö, silti pitää uskoa siihen ettei se tee sinusta rumaa. Tärkein asia on olla oma itsensä, eikä muuttaa omaa itseensä kovikseksi.

Joskus sitä tulee miettineeksi, miksi juuri minä? Olinko liian ankara? Vai enkö antanut kaikkeni? Mutta pitää muistaa ihanat hetket ja puhua siitä.

Nykyään mennä aikaisin kihloihin. Jokainen saa päättää koska menee kihloihin. Kihlaus meinaa yleensä sitoutumiseen aviolittoon. Kihlaus on hyvin vakava asia, ja siihen kummankin osapuolen tulee antaa koko sydämensä.

Ensirakkaus...
Rakastin erästä ihmistä todella paljon. Hän ei osannut olla oma itsensä. Hän oli hauska ja huolehtivainen. Mutta jokin muutti hänet. Muistan sen hetken kun hän oli ujo seurassani. Ehkä juuri siihen ihastuin häneen.
Olen kokenut kovia, mutta jotenkin olen selviltynyt niistä. Itkin ennen paljon, mutta nyt en itke.

Usko, toivo ja rakkaus. Jokainen tuntee tuon korun kuvion. Juuri se kuvaa todellista suhdetta...

Kotoba dake ja tsutawaranai tsutaekirenai
Kokoro ga karada oi koshite
Ima sugu kimi ni aitai yo
Chotto datte matte rannai
Mayonaka no hodou toiki o koorasete

Ready to , steady go hashiridashita
Omoi wa furusupiido de
Tsuyoku hayaku takanaru kodou
Setsu nasa aa tomaranai
Lovin'you lovin'me kasoku tsuite
Kontorooru dekinai yo
Umaretate kono no hitoshisa o
Todoketai nagare hoshi

Hajimete dane kazoku janaku tomodachi janaku
Konna ni chikaku kanjiteru
Itsu demo kimi ni aitai yo
Motto ippai gyutto daite
Hoshizora no benchi kuuki ga furueteta

Ready to, steady go afuredashita
Omoi ga hitotsu ni natte
Kobore ochiru sono shunkan ni
Negai o aa kanaete
Lovin'you , lovin'me mune ni himeta
Hikari wa honmono da kara
Zutto zutto kagayaki hanatsu
Eien no nagare hoshi

Kotoba dake ja tsutawaranai tsutaekirenai
Kokoro ga karada oi koshite
Ima sugu kimi ni aitai yo
Datte zettai matte rannai
Osaekireru hodo hanpa ja irarenai

Ready to , steady go hashiridashita
Omoi wa furusupiido de
Tsuyoku hayaku takanaru kodou
Setsu nasa aa tomaranai
Lovin'you lovin'me kasoku tsuite
Kontorooru dekinai yo
Umaretate kono no hitoshisa o
Todoketai nagare hoshi

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2r7TWSG7Dnw

My dark past...
How long that must been when I first feel it?
I can member it...
I hate me very much, like now...
I have curse, but I don't know what...
everytime when I sleep, I could feel it...
It's calling me...
My dark past is hunting me...
I cant escape it.
I hate people... I hate everyone who like to make fun me...
I want to kill myself, but how I can do that?
Why I can't kill myself?
Dark... What is it?
My dark side will be wake soon...
I can't hold it any longer, I want to die...
I hate this feeling...
I dont scare death, I scary life....
Heh... I know something that I can't tell nobody...
Because who could believe girl like me...
Like this face, and her sickness...
I don't want live, I fear life...
Be myself, I have told that everybody that, but I don't believe that...
Like I said... It will wake soon...

What is love?
Can I see it?
Who I love?
Love, when I can feel it?
I asked questing every day, does he love me...
Why he loves me?
I´m not pretty or smart.
But you make me feel like I´m only you...
You had hurtning me very much, but I can´t hate you...
You make me strong and beauty.
I scared that you hurt me again, but I love you...
Don´t leave me again... Don´t hurt me...
I only want to be with you for eternity....