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My dark past...
How long that must been when I first feel it?
I can member it...
I hate me very much, like now...
I have curse, but I don't know what...
everytime when I sleep, I could feel it...
It's calling me...
My dark past is hunting me...
I cant escape it.
I hate people... I hate everyone who like to make fun me...
I want to kill myself, but how I can do that?
Why I can't kill myself?
Dark... What is it?
My dark side will be wake soon...
I can't hold it any longer, I want to die...
I hate this feeling...
I dont scare death, I scary life....
Heh... I know something that I can't tell nobody...
Because who could believe girl like me...
Like this face, and her sickness...
I don't want live, I fear life...
Be myself, I have told that everybody that, but I don't believe that...
Like I said... It will wake soon...

What is love?
Can I see it?
Who I love?
Love, when I can feel it?
I asked questing every day, does he love me...
Why he loves me?
I´m not pretty or smart.
But you make me feel like I´m only you...
You had hurtning me very much, but I can´t hate you...
You make me strong and beauty.
I scared that you hurt me again, but I love you...
Don´t leave me again... Don´t hurt me...
I only want to be with you for eternity....

Miksi ihminen jaksaa valehdella?
Pienet valheet ovat normaaleja, mutta niissä on rajansakin...
Valheilla voi satuttaa tärkeitä ihmisiä ympärillä, jopa saada heidän vihansakin.
Ajan myötä, kun on valehdellu kamalasti, hänestä tulee kusipää.
Miksi jotkut jaksavat tehdä tätä?
Onko rehellisyys niin vaikeaa?
Rehellisyydellä voi saavuttaa paljon.
Joskus ei ole hyvä kuulla totuus, mutta se voittaa aina valehtelun.
Jos aikoo hylätä poika-/tyttöystävän niin kertoo koko totuuden.
Se on väärin kuulla totuus joltakin toiselta henkilöltä.
Ihminen on niin sanottu sairas, jos valehtelee jatkuvasti...
Joskus ihmettelen miksi edes jaksan sitä, kun minulle valehdellaan.

Ihminen ei ole esine...
Jokaisella on tunteita...
Ja juuri valehtelu tekee pahaa jälkeä...

Tänään kuulin uutisen
frendi kertoi sen
näki sut kanssa toisen
toisen naisen
sanoit ystäviä ootte vaan
vanhoja koulututtuja
kun mä soitin illalla
olitko yksin kotona

Ei sua päivisinkään nää
sulla on muita kiireitä
iltaisin en sua kiinni saa
oot vain kavereittes kaa
pelaatko kieroa peliä
sä kiinni jäät
en enää jaksa rakastaa
sun puhelinvastaajaa

Jos sulla on toinen
koko kaupunki tietää sen mua ennen
jos sulla on toinen
mikset uskalla soittaa ja tunnustaa
jos sulla on toinen
koko kaupunki tietää sen mua ennen
jos sulla on toinen
mikset uskalla soittaa ja tunnustaa

Aamulla toit mulle ruusuja
viivyit hetken aikaa
nauroit kun kerroin juorut nää
älä usko ystävää
sanoit että uskoit ihmeisiin
kun me suudeltiin
sanoit että rakastat ainiaan
mä uskon vaan

Jos sulla on toinen
koko kaupunki tietää sen mua ennen
jos sulla on toinen
mikset uskalla soittaa ja tunnustaa
jos sulla on toinen
koko kaupunki tietää sen mua ennen
jos sulla on toinen
mikset uskalla soittaa ja tunnustaa

Jos sulla on toinen
koko kaupunki tietää sen mua ennen
jos sulla on toinen
mikset uskalla soittaa ja tunnustaa
jos sulla on toinen
koko kaupunki tietää sen mua ennen
jos sulla on toinen
mikset uskalla soittaa ja tunnustaa

jos sulla on toinen
..
jos sulla on toinen
..

Japanese:
Hi miss alice
Anata garasu no
Me de donna yume wo
Mirareru no?
Mirareru no?

Mada atashi
Kokoro ga sakete
Nagarederu

Tsukurotta
Sukima ni sasaru
Kioku-tachi

Hi miss alice
Anata ga jitsu no
Kuchi de dare ni ai wa
Nageteru no?
Nageteru no?

Mou atashi
Kotoba o tsumaku
Shita no netsu

Same kitte
Meteru outamo
Utae nai

Still, you do not answer...

English:
Hi Miss Alice
With your glass eyes
What kind of dream
Can you see?
Are you fascinated with?

Stilll
My heart tears
And drifts
Stuck in the patched crevices
Are memories

Hi Miss Alice
With that fruitful lips
To whom does love
Is cast away?
Is lamented?

Already
I spin my words
Feverish tongue
Has turned cold
The song to love
Can't be sung either

still you do not answer...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWUxZ7LIUss&feature=related

wasurete shimau darou
kata ni tsumoru kanashimi wa
nagareru hoshi no te ni dakare

tameiki hitotsu de RESETTO sareru
mugen no RUUPU no you na hibi sa
migimuke hidari ga toomawari demo
sore de iinda

kaze ga fukitsukeru no wa
kitto BIRU no sukima o tobikau zetsuon ga
kimi ni kikoenai you ni

yozora ni egakareta
hoshi wo tsunagu monogatari
sono mune kogareru gensou
wasurete shimau darou
kata ni tsumoru kanashimi wa
nagareru hoshi no te ni dakare

riyuu nante iranakkatta ano hi
yubi de nazotta tagayaki ga mada
nemuri sae wasuresaseru nara
sore de iinda

ame ga furiyamanai no wa
kitto kuchibiru kami nagare yuku sono namida
dare mo kizukanai you ni

yozora ni egakareta
hoshi o tsunagu monogatari
sono mune kogareru gensou
wasurete shimau darou
kata ni tsumoru kanashimi wa
nagareru hoshi no te ni dakare

ano hoshi ya kimi no namae wa shiranai kedo
sono kagayaki wa koko kara mo yoku mieru

namida o tomeru no mo
yume o miru no mo
sore o kanaeru no mo
sore wa dareka janaku
kimi janakya dekinainda

yozora ni egakareta
hoshi wo tsunagu monogatari
sono mune kogareru gensou
wasure wa shinai darou
mawarimichi ni saita hana
naita ato mo
kizuato mo
kakaeta mama aruite yukeba ii

English
Have you forgotten?
All the grief you bear on your shoulders have been
embraced by the arms of a falling star. -

The days that feel like infinite loops
can be reset with just one sigh.
Even if it's a detour that goes right and left,
you will be fine.
The blowing wind definitely
makes a noise when it wafts through the crevices between buildings
where you can't hear it.

The night sky is drawn with
a story connected by stars.
It's an illusion my heart yearns for.
Have you forgotten?
All the grief you bear on your shoulders have been
embraced by the arms of a falling star.

That day when I didn't need a reason,
but if the brilliance traced by my finger can
make you forget even sleep, then
that will be fine.
The unrelenting rain surely
mixed with the tears that flowed to your bitten lips
so that nobody would notice.

The night sky is drawn with
a story connected by stars.
It's an illusion my heart yearns for.
Have you forgotten?
All the grief you bear on your shoulders have been
embraced by the arms of a falling star.

I don't know the name of that star nor your name, but
I can clearly see that brilliance from here.
The one to stop your tears,
the one to share your dreams,
(to fulfill your wishes too)
won't be just anybody.
If it's not you, it can't be done.

The night sky is drawn with
a story connected by stars.
It's an illusion my heart yearns for.
You haven't forgotten, have you?
On that detour where the flowers that bloomed,
all you have to do is embrace
the tracks made by your tears and your scars as they are, and keep walking.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMkxfU7_Wts&feature=related#

I want to see you, I miss you, were apart
That day will never come again

My life-sized self, Ill wave to you in the distance, raise your hand
Put your hands up. Yeah. Oh.

The season comes when you can smell something faint in the air
Now Im reliving that time when my heart was full of life
I fell in love for the first time, everything was shining back then
Even if it was only for a short time, we made our mark together

Beneath the blooming cherry blossom trees
The spring breeze blows and I cant hear your voice
I prayed you werent saying goodbye

I want to see you, I miss you, were apart
That days smiles flutter to the ground
You promised it would last forever but youre not here anymore
If my wish comes true then cherry blossoms will fall again next year
I want to take a photo side by side, that day will never come again

I want to see you, I cant see whats in my palm
See? A petal, the stars that shine in the sky
Just poke at my wounds
What I wanted to tell you the most
Was that Id never fall in love again

That station where wed meet
And hide under an umbrella in the rain
Is a place I cant go to by myself anymore

I loved you, I dont need a letter with that past tense phrase
If youre kind when we break up, Ill want you to stay with me
Ill be all alone in a place where youll never return
Waiting for that day
And sing that nostalgic song in a quiet voice

Saying that Id never fall in love again was a lie
And I was joking when I said I couldnt forget you
In the end, I dont want to forget you, I want to love you

I want to see you, I miss you, were apart
That days smiles flutter to the ground
You promised it would last forever but youre not here anymore

Im in our room as the radio plays that song
And the tears begin to pour on their own
The smile on your face as you left is what I miss the most

Lets make the cherry blossoms bloom and fall
I can escape my weak self
Ill sing a melody with the sound of tears
A spring song plays on the radio, its that time of the year again
Ive accepted your goodbye
A page in my memories will always be colored bright

I fell in love with you... Just how long has it been since then?
My feelings have only been getting stronger.
I wonder... have you realized how I feel?
Even though I've never said a word...
It's like snowflakes drifting... gently...
...continuing to pile up higher and higher.
Hold me tight... If this is how it feels...
The feeling of falling in love with someone...
I never wanted to know that feeling.
I love you... I can't stop my tears from falling...
On that case, then you...
...should never have come into my life.

I wonder... how long will I keep thinking about you?
My breath is fogging up the window glass.
My trembling heart is... next to the lit candle...
...and melting now. I wonder... will it survive?
Hold me tight... so tight that I might break...
...so that when we meet in the frigid gale of a blizzard...
...I won't be cold anymore.
I miss you... I think of you... so far away...
With this hand-knit muffler...
...I'm here alone, holding myself again tonight.

If the snow keeps on falling forever...
...will it never up my feelings for you?
Hold me tight... If this is how it feels...
The feeling of falling in love with someone...
I never wanted to know that feeling.
I love you... it's filling up my heart...
I want to shout to the winter sky...
I want to meet you right now!

Invited by a pure white scenery now,
Ill go to a world that I still havent seen

As a lost child, I journeyed
Under the slate-gray sky.
Many dreams blotted through the map that changes daily.

Someday,
Even with my strides as I am tiny -
I wonder if I can get to the other side of those clouds.

I pretended to be strong and got hurt
As if looking through my heart
The raindrops that started to fall
Repeatedly bounce off and get scattered everywhere

The straight lightbeams intersects each other,
And without even announcing my destination,
I break through to wherever it may be.
The faint afterimage is burnt into my eyes-
Under this sky,
No matter where I am,
I should be able to reach
The world that I still havent seen.

Unknowingly embedded in a black and white sticker -
What is important is that we had hidden.
Light from the stars from the beautiful flowers from stones of the treasure
dream of the noise and the hologram.

Scenes depicting one day against the odd man out
fly like a bubble through the loneliness and frustration.

The road is straight,
and would be stronger than now.
Now been invited to a pure white scenery,
I'll go to a world that I still haven't seen.

The light color of the rainbow in the sky is where
a distant voice calls me, shivering every time in the shadow of tomorrow.

The straight, scattered light
pours all at a time in the afternoon after the rain.
Now mix the infinite gradations of
this all under the sky.
We will make sure we will arrive in this world

Even though I must have been pursuing
The continuation of my dream
On a narrow, winding road
I trip over other people

Its not that I want to return to
How it was like back then

Im searching
For the sky that Ive lost

I wish that youll understand me

Stop making that sad face
Like youve been sacrificed

There arent tears at the end of sins
Ive painfully bore them all this time

In the labyrinth of emotions where I cant see the exit
Who am I waiting for?

As if having written it in a white notebook
I want to divulge myself more honestly

What do I want to flee from?

Something known as reality?

So that I can fulfill myself
Im alive

When it seems like Ive forgotten about it
In the middle of the night

Because it cant be done
Safe and sound

Theres no place for me to return to, either

Isnt life still too long
For erasing these thoughts?

I even welcome such a pain
That turns nostalgic

Ive got to apologize
ah, Im sorry

Unable to express it well
You were worried, werent you?

Everything that I held back then
Everything that Ill hold tomorrow

Because I wont
Put them in order

I wish that youll understand me

I quietly closed my eyes
I can even see
The things that I dont want to see

I get a little annoyed at unnecessary rumors
What was the initial remark like?

If we meet twice, arent we friends?
So stop lying

As if my red heart is irritated
Its burning inside of my body

The truth is
Im anticipating

Something known as reality?

So that I can fulfill myself
Im alive

I feel like shouting so
Can you hear me?

Because it cant be done
Safe and sound

Theres no place for me to return to, either

Im always grateful for kindness
So I want to become strong

In order to move on
I welcome friend and foe alike

How can you open
The next door? Are you thinking about it?

I cant pull back anymore
The story is starting

Wake up, wake up

Isnt life still too long
For erasing these thoughts?

I have things left to do
Because I want to try redoing them

Lets go again

So that I can fulfill myself
Im alive

I feel like shouting so
Can you hear me?

Because it cant be done
Safe and sound

Theres no place for me to return to, either

Im always grateful for kindness
So I want to become strong

I even welcome such a pain
That turns nostalgic