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Killer_Cat

I know, what feels like lose something... But I know that there is something better coming...

[Ei aihetta]Sunnuntai 20.06.2010 14:37

Keskellä ajan virtaakin ahdistus pyörii kehää.
En edes näe minusta irtoavaa sydäntä, etkö sitä tiennytkään?
En saa edes itseäni liikkumaan, tipun läpi ajan halkeamista.
En tiedä ympäristöstäni mitään, minä olen minä enkä mitään muuta!
Näenkö unta? Näenkö mitään?
Ovatko sanani hyödyttömiä, vaikka puhuisinkin?
Olen väsynyt surun tunteseen, pitäisi jatkaa tuntematta mitään...
Vaikka tarjoaisit etsimiäni sanoja, sydäntäni ei kiinnosta.
Jos voin liikkua, jos kaikki muuttuu mustaksi.
Onko olemassa tulevaisuutta minunlaiselleni?
Onko olemassa tällaisessa maailmassa?
Onko tämä kipua? Onko tämä surua?
En edes tunne itseäni...
Olen jopa väsynyt kävelemiseen, en edes ymmärrä ihmisiä.
Jos kaltaisellani olisi mahdollista muuttua, muuttuuko kaikki valkoiseksi?
Jos liikun, kaikki särkyy...
Jos olen surullinen, muuttuuko sydämeni valkoiseksi?
En vieläkään tiedä mitään sinusta, itseästäni tai mistään!
Jos voin avata raskaat silmäluomeni, jos rikon kaiken, muuttukoon kaikki mustaksi!

Sayonara Kempola!!!Lauantai 05.06.2010 09:41

Hyviä et sekä huonoja muistoja jäi tästäkin elämän vaiheesta.
Nyt taas uusi luku elämän kouluun!!!
I GOING TO MISS YOU GUYS!!!

[Ei aihetta]Perjantai 04.06.2010 15:00

Huomenna ikuisesti pois Kiipulasta! YES!!!
If you're not paying attention, be prepared for a poking attack from my fingers
I'm little, but I'll squish you; you're as tiny as a flea to me

What I want is a plastic heart (plus, plus, but it's a minus)
But that's boring; when I'd notice it, I'd have won against you

Love is something that's bittersweet
Simple and clear yet complex and strange stuff
I'm only worrying about things that don't matter
How does it feel? It feels like that
You're gentle and sincere yet eccentric
I pretend to be strong all over and compete against you
Just by being honest, it's so stimulating and I feel dizzy
I get hurt, I hurt you, in a preparation of pure feelings

If I polish myself, I'll still shine; limits don't exist
Even if I'm little, there's something that I can't lose to anyone at

Endure it until I get closer to you, patience is important
If you get any closer to me, I'll crack

People are kind and stimulating
Refreshing fellows who suffer hardships
Even when they want to cry, they grin from ear to ear
How does it feel? It feels like a loss
You're brilliant and totally active
I mount surprise attacks on you with a bold attitude to get my revenge
Just by going straight ahead, I'm driven by anxiety and I feel nervous
In my head, there's always a pre-parade of pure feelings all by myself

[Ei aihetta]Sunnuntai 23.05.2010 01:30

It was a fate I was able to meet you
Because I heard your voice
Yeah, even if pinch situations are press on at me
If I'm with you, I can overcome them.

Even if I'm scared, with excitment
contradictory and never-dying feelings.

I'll always be by your side
No matter what kind future lies ahead
it can be changed with our hope
Forever

Yes, Don't turn back on that distant day
before I met with you

Single-minded and Cheeky
But sometimes it makes my heart beating

will always support you
Even if time changes the entire scenery
Forever

Bluffing and Weakling
It makes my heart beat on the contrary, but...

Give me reasonSunnuntai 16.05.2010 14:22

Things are moving so fast
The moments ticking on
I'm running through this city
To me, a savanna.

Like it's struggling...
...trying to break free...
I wanna test all this power!

I know that "The Answer"
Is out there someplace.
The answer that everyone looks for...
...from the day they're born.

When all looks lost
And there's no escape
...I turn to my dreams!

I'm not afraid of getting hurt...
But I'm not strong, either.
It's just that I can't stand
Just doing nothing anymore!

Here we go! Go! I'll just run on
And let nobody stop me now!
I wanna find the me in the future...
And give me a reason for life!

VapausTorstai 13.05.2010 16:23

Kesäkuussa tulee kivaa!! Pääsen pois kotoa omaan asuntoon!! Viimeinkin se päivä koitti. Pitää etsiä kirppareilta jotain hienoa, ostaa tarvikkeita, pitää bubjettia... Aika stressavaa mut sen arvoista. Ihan omat säännöt ja oman kodin valtias. Kunhan eivät tule ihan joka päivä käymään =_="

My stupid feelingsLauantai 01.05.2010 13:18

Always, for 24 hours,
every time I think of you,
these impatient feelings of mine,
just flow out
Although its easy to say I love you,
when you appear in front of me,
my personality arises and becomes my hindrance.
I hope you can understand my feelings
That's why I always
give you that side glance
with my greatest courage and love

It seems my silky heart will break
I finally got to meet you and be aware of you,
but I'm unskillful in love
I've forgotten my scars of love,
so suddenly, the pain overflows
Someday, the real me will say I Love You,
I must say it, but today I've become too weak to do it.
In what way should I think about it?
Right now, your distance to me
is merely that of friends

It may be a beautiful thing but,
I just dont want to keep getting hurt
Why did I just warned myself?
I'm just running away right?

It seems my silky heart will break
This time, if Im to be hurt again, I'm sure
I won't be able to love anyone else again
This sound leading and seemingly breaking my heart
lies under my memories.
Im sure
I put away and forgot about that day
My sewing kit should be somewhere

[Ei aihetta]Lauantai 17.04.2010 02:03

wake up, hearing my name in someone's voice.
Floating above the blue waves within the sea's cradle
I dreamt.

Somewhere in this sea, someone's speaking in an arguing voice.
From a crying heart, love can't be born.
Only sadness overflows.

From the fragments of a beautiful wish of the sea,
There are feelings of wanting to be born, embracing light.
In the orange sea, blending into the sunset
the tears of the world sleep.

Was the world being born what called me...?
At the bottom of the deep sea, I could hear a voice.
No matter how dark, or painful place I'm in...

From the fragments of a beautiful wish of the sea,
There are feelings of wanting to be born, opening away from the darkness.
Also in the purple sea, blending into the morning glow
my wishes broke through.

Some day, the source of all fights and sadness
will all vanish. That day will come.
I want to sing with a singular love... in the blue sea...
Someone sweetly spoke out my name.
So they would know of my wish.

From the fragments of a beautiful wish of the sea,
There are feelings of wanting to be born, embracing light.
In the orange sea, blending into the sunset
the tears of the world sleep.

[Ei aihetta]Lauantai 17.04.2010 02:02

Before love, my deep feelings were moving me.
The blueness of the sky and sea before me became one... and were as noble as a star.
I want to believe in the strength I have now.
Don"t worry, I"m not mistaken.
Facing out towards you, these feelings of mine are true.
Bless this starry night!

Because I love you the most, you become my strongest source of courage.
The silence of the morning you journey away, I think of that promise I made to myself.
Surely you remember, in the memories of the sea
the warmth that we still have between us... and our smiles that sleep within it.
For our dream, I"ll fight and all lives will glimmer
As the sky and the sea gently play a blue tune... making an aria of stars.
As long as I remain myself, nothing will shatter between us.
Even on nights when I can"t see the constellations, I feel closer to you. The time is coming.
It"s just a moment in love.