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i try to look away
still i see you there
tears become to fall
only thing i see is you
can you see my heart now,it's open for you

every word you said,i remember them all
every tear you cried,kills me every night
do you still remember me?

i scratch my eyes off
i still see you
i hated you
i still love you
i miss you and i don't know why

can't win this any more
you just won't let me
i just fear this situation
its make me blind again
i fear your words like hell,and still i'm dreaming of you

don't you feel it,you must just see it
don't you believe it,just stop and dont' pretend
you seem to remember it all

i scratch my eyes off
i still see you
i hated you
i still love you
i miss you and i don't know why

"put your lies on the table" she said and i drop death like a stone
i know why you blame me,i know why you hate me
"just throw our life away" she said and i just watch you like death
i know why you blame me,i know why you hate me
"this will take your life" she said and i felt i wanna scream
i know why you blame me,i know why you hate me

stand up and figth!

i build wall around me,inside me
i lie alone here,empty head
i will get on,but not to night

"please don't forget me" she said and i cry like hell
i know why you blame me,i know why you hate me
"i close the door now" she said and take my last heart whit him
i know why you blame me,i know why you hate me
only thing i can hear now is my blood trickle my vains
i know why you blame me,i know why you hate me

stand up and figth!

i build wall around me,inside me
i lie alone here,empty head
i will get on,but not to night

ilman valoa toisiamme etsittiin
ei ollut turhaa vaikka sinut jo kadotin
pimeässä harhautuvaa
ei voi anteeksi antaa
ei pyydä,ei luota
ei takaisinkaan anna

kipuna tuska,sydän on täynnä tulehdusta
huudan armahdusta,mut en pyydä parannusta
vielä se nousee jalkeilleen
ja pois tulee vain toinen

häivähdys huomisesta ei ole todellista
kunhan et pelkää se rauhoittaa
niinkuin ennenkin pala hävisi viimeinenkin
en löydä,jos etsin
jää jotain mietittävää

kipuna tuska,sydän on täynnä tulehdusta
huudan armahdusta,mut en pyydä parannusta
vielä se nousee jalkeilleen
ja pois tulee vain toinen

(sä tiedät juuri sen kaiken jos vain haluat,sä pelkäät että mä löydän sun ainoan halkeaman)

yesterday i told you what i felt
now its aicin me,i didn't mean to hurt you
what a hell is goin on now here,why do we both go wrong direction
how did i even make it wrong,why isn't this just bad dream

i swear my feelings are real now
dont go away
i swear you its all rigth
stay just moment

don't have time for myself,just a failed apology
i could just call you,just to say i love you
don't have time for myself,just a failed apology
i couldn't call you,i hate my self for that

don't make this my grave again
it was my first fuck up,make it be my last
i lost my last shield this time,just hold me and never let me go
hush now dont cry yet,you may kill me tomorrow again

i swear my feelings are real now
dont go away
i swear you its all rigth
stay just moment

don't have time for myself,just a failed apology
i could just call you,just to say i love you
don't have time for myself,just a failed apology
i couldn't call you,i hate my self for that

this is not the place i wanna be
it was the feeling that i want to trash today
i cant make it just disappear
all these things make it feel like hell to me

now look you are wanted again
just but bullet in my head and i fall
Im just gasping for breath
please don't forget me

figth for your touch
i will figth like hell
i still may lose
i'm not insane,i just wanna say it all

don't make promises today
i hate myself for feeling like this
just enough for love you
but my head just hurt so much today

i once felt so strong
now i just kill myself for feel like this
for all my insecurities
nobody know when i remember


figth for your touch
i will figth like hell
i still may lose
i'm not insane,i just wanna say it all

...i hate these days
i'm not forgotten
i hate these days
when i remember...

i know there is pain in my soul
and its tearing my eyes off every night
i know that i need to get used to it
beacuse i don't want to lose you

if i just can take your pain away
and make you feel like your loved
i would,and i should do it

my hate,my faith its soon over
My head against the wall, its all over
never let the smallest thing's go past,or it will be soon over

I'd give anything I have to you
i know its not enough but i mean it
blood is trickle from my eyes
It wouldn't last for long,its all rigth

if i just can take your pain away
and make you feel like your loved
i would,and i should do it

my hate,my faith its soon over
My head against the wall, its all over
never let the smallest thing's go past,or it will be soon over

(...oh please let me be strong,let me walk this road until its all over...)

if i just can take your pain away
and make you feel like your loved
i would,and i should do it

my hate,my faith its soon over
My head against the wall, its all over
never let the smallest thing's go past,or it will be soon over

minulle ei ole mitään täällä
minä olen heikolla jäällä
tuntemattomat kasvot katsoo
etkä tiedä mitä ne tahtoo

tulisitko meille tänään
ottaisitko minut viereesi
antaisit koskettaa
myöhemmin meitä vielä pelottaa

kulkisitko rinnallani
olisitko aina siinä
enhän minä liikaa pyydä
enhän minä kaikkea tiedä

pelkäsitkö painettua sanaa
mikset enään viereeni palaa
olit vain hetken aikaa
kaiken sen sain itse aikaan

suolattuna maassa makaan
siitä seurasi pelkkää pahaa
en tahtoisi olla täällä
näinhän kävi jo viime elämässä

jos vaan voisit...auttaa mua
mä kyllä tiedän...et usko mua
jos tahdot voit kertoo,jos kerrot menen piiloon
(mä tiedän,sä tiedät,älä pelkää,ethän pelkää...)
mitä siitä saakaan...jos lohduttaa
toinen nukahtaa...totuuden kadottaa
jos tahdot voit kertoo,jos kerron meet piiloon
mä tiedän,sä tiedät,älä pelkää,ethän pelkää...)

yksin minä kituan
yksin minä matkustan
ja peili kertoo touuden,tappioksi jo tiedän sen...

mä tiedän...koitat parantaa
tahdon vain varoittaa...sinuun lankean

loppu lähestyy...mä tunnen sen
pelkään etten...enään kestä en

all i have is gone now,i will burn away
this is the nigth when she didn't come home

she is everything to me.she is wall to me
i cant move on whit out she
i remember her smile on my eye's
i remember her knife in my life
i know who is pain to me
im not gona take it,this isn't my dream
how this feel so hypnotic if is isnt real?

i only wanted you in my life,don't say it was just a knife
this isn't even real to me,the knife was only in my dream
(why i cant see you...why i cant feel you...)
(why arent you here,why arent you even real...)

i think i hate you,i know i made you
pain is real to me,only thing i wan to feel
soon this is over,you are 6.feet lower
you make me like this,don't hate me for this
YOU MAKE ME LIKE THIS!
DON'T HATE ME FOR THIS!
now come on here,i make you unreal
don't hate the player,i just wana kill
the itch in my eye,the flame in my mind
i just wana feel,this isn't real
I JUST WANA FEEL!
THIS ISN'T REAL!
memories are still here,they wont go away
like hypnotic dream,it wount let me be
just wana close my eyes,just wana stop my light
your not even here,your not even real
YOUR NOT EVEN HEAR!
YOUR NOT EVEN REAL!