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katsot minua silmiin
ja hymyilet
olen siruina lattialla,ehkä huomaat sen

olen vielä elossa
se varma on
vaikka on kylmä,lämmin sydän on

paljastan arpeni jos haluat,mä tahdon antautua
en jaksa näitä kyyneleitä
en jaksa tätä surua
paljastan arpeni jos haluat

veren makuna suussa
tunne lohduton
jos minut haluat,en ole tunnoton

tahdon levätä tässä
hetki vieressä
nostan terän iholta,ja lopetan

paljastan arpeni jos haluat,mä tahdon antautua
en jaksa näitä kyyneleitä
en jaksa tätä surua
paljastan arpeni jos haluat

this story is have to end now,
i scare my self for this
emptiness is happines,
i'm not waiting any more

i've paid the price of this life,
and your not eaven the one
i had to set me free this time,
i won't see the next night

I'M HOLLOW!
I'M HOLLOW!
I FEEL SO NUMB!

I'M HOLLOW!
I'M HOLLOW!
I HATE YOUR PITY!


i needed to know how to get by,
only me and my broken dreams
if the scars are only thing you can see,
baby,go home and let me be

my weakness is that i can feel,
and i'm the man who i don't want to be
taken and forgotten dream of us,
this is the end

How could I know how you feel,if i don't even find my own heart
It won't last for long,and all ready you're walking away
time and time again,you have ruin the best
where you want to be,not in my arms
that i can see

i'm tired to being weak
my heart,its tries to beat
every day is full of pain
can you see my heart now

blood still stains my eyes
kills everything inside

is there something new for me,something else than Fuck'd Up dreams
nothing's alright,i'm crying and you are fine
the thing you own,thats not me anymore
all i can say is nothing to you
in deep my heart

i'm tired to being weak
my heart,its tries to beat
every day is full of pain
can you see my heart now

blood still stains my eyes
kills everything inside

Ashes to Ashes,he didn't know how
never say never,he didn't want to drown
just try to do it right this time,is it now over?,can he just die

we throw a dice,now i know it wasn't wise
it shall die tonight and i don't live a another day
fuck it,you just don't care

so bad,so sad, pain wont make it last.
someone,something,hell!just help me pass
i didn't have bulletproof heart,its me who's crying,its me who's dying

we throw a dice,now i know it wasn't wise
it shall die tonight and i don't live a another day
fuck it,you just don't care

you need to bled like I've bled
you need to bled like I've bled
you need to bled like I've bled

i try to look away
still i see you there
tears become to fall
only thing i see is you
can you see my heart now,it's open for you

every word you said,i remember them all
every tear you cried,kills me every night
do you still remember me?

i scratch my eyes off
i still see you
i hated you
i still love you
i miss you and i don't know why

can't win this any more
you just won't let me
i just fear this situation
its make me blind again
i fear your words like hell,and still i'm dreaming of you

don't you feel it,you must just see it
don't you believe it,just stop and dont' pretend
you seem to remember it all

i scratch my eyes off
i still see you
i hated you
i still love you
i miss you and i don't know why

"put your lies on the table" she said and i drop death like a stone
i know why you blame me,i know why you hate me
"just throw our life away" she said and i just watch you like death
i know why you blame me,i know why you hate me
"this will take your life" she said and i felt i wanna scream
i know why you blame me,i know why you hate me

stand up and figth!

i build wall around me,inside me
i lie alone here,empty head
i will get on,but not to night

"please don't forget me" she said and i cry like hell
i know why you blame me,i know why you hate me
"i close the door now" she said and take my last heart whit him
i know why you blame me,i know why you hate me
only thing i can hear now is my blood trickle my vains
i know why you blame me,i know why you hate me

stand up and figth!

i build wall around me,inside me
i lie alone here,empty head
i will get on,but not to night

ilman valoa toisiamme etsittiin
ei ollut turhaa vaikka sinut jo kadotin
pimeässä harhautuvaa
ei voi anteeksi antaa
ei pyydä,ei luota
ei takaisinkaan anna

kipuna tuska,sydän on täynnä tulehdusta
huudan armahdusta,mut en pyydä parannusta
vielä se nousee jalkeilleen
ja pois tulee vain toinen

häivähdys huomisesta ei ole todellista
kunhan et pelkää se rauhoittaa
niinkuin ennenkin pala hävisi viimeinenkin
en löydä,jos etsin
jää jotain mietittävää

kipuna tuska,sydän on täynnä tulehdusta
huudan armahdusta,mut en pyydä parannusta
vielä se nousee jalkeilleen
ja pois tulee vain toinen

(sä tiedät juuri sen kaiken jos vain haluat,sä pelkäät että mä löydän sun ainoan halkeaman)

yesterday i told you what i felt
now its aicin me,i didn't mean to hurt you
what a hell is goin on now here,why do we both go wrong direction
how did i even make it wrong,why isn't this just bad dream

i swear my feelings are real now
dont go away
i swear you its all rigth
stay just moment

don't have time for myself,just a failed apology
i could just call you,just to say i love you
don't have time for myself,just a failed apology
i couldn't call you,i hate my self for that

don't make this my grave again
it was my first fuck up,make it be my last
i lost my last shield this time,just hold me and never let me go
hush now dont cry yet,you may kill me tomorrow again

i swear my feelings are real now
dont go away
i swear you its all rigth
stay just moment

don't have time for myself,just a failed apology
i could just call you,just to say i love you
don't have time for myself,just a failed apology
i couldn't call you,i hate my self for that

this is not the place i wanna be
it was the feeling that i want to trash today
i cant make it just disappear
all these things make it feel like hell to me

now look you are wanted again
just but bullet in my head and i fall
Im just gasping for breath
please don't forget me

figth for your touch
i will figth like hell
i still may lose
i'm not insane,i just wanna say it all

don't make promises today
i hate myself for feeling like this
just enough for love you
but my head just hurt so much today

i once felt so strong
now i just kill myself for feel like this
for all my insecurities
nobody know when i remember


figth for your touch
i will figth like hell
i still may lose
i'm not insane,i just wanna say it all

...i hate these days
i'm not forgotten
i hate these days
when i remember...

i know there is pain in my soul
and its tearing my eyes off every night
i know that i need to get used to it
beacuse i don't want to lose you

if i just can take your pain away
and make you feel like your loved
i would,and i should do it

my hate,my faith its soon over
My head against the wall, its all over
never let the smallest thing's go past,or it will be soon over

I'd give anything I have to you
i know its not enough but i mean it
blood is trickle from my eyes
It wouldn't last for long,its all rigth

if i just can take your pain away
and make you feel like your loved
i would,and i should do it

my hate,my faith its soon over
My head against the wall, its all over
never let the smallest thing's go past,or it will be soon over

(...oh please let me be strong,let me walk this road until its all over...)

if i just can take your pain away
and make you feel like your loved
i would,and i should do it

my hate,my faith its soon over
My head against the wall, its all over
never let the smallest thing's go past,or it will be soon over